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I'm getting ready to go to sleep, but I keep wanting to post something. Like, I guess I wanna record and keep a part of me which I can look back on. My last words before 18.


idk why 18 is such a "turning point" age...i mean, you are still limited in a lot of of things in society. In US, No drinking, no gambling, no....idkk
Yes voting, yes....?
On the other hand, I can legally drink in taiwan now...

but anyways.

So much has happened in 17 years. It's amazing how much things change over the course of 17 years. Currently listening to JJ's "Too Bad" and i guess it somewhat fits this theme. It's really, too bad..because I can't go back anymore. I'm no longer a minor.
I'm not looking forward to anything at all; I'd much rather stay a kid. I don't wanna grow old, I don't want time to pass. Life doesn't get much better...more and more people leave you.
Am I suppose to be excited and happy for my incoming birthday? I surely don't feel so.
I fear change. But a lot more change is coming in the upcoming months...college...friends...

Sigh...
Hope my 18th will be a smooth one. Most important is that everyone I love and everyone that loves me are happy and healthy.

It's been a peaceful last day of 17.



Here's to more joy, tears, stress, and changes in the upcoming 18th.



Good bye, my 17 years old body.
Good bye.






[18th day of January: 6.3/10]

Labels: birthday, reflection

Sorry, long time no update xD

I'll blame it on upcoming finals, which is occurring this week. Ohhh no.

Let's see...

• Wed: Theatre & Web. Publishing
• Thu: Chem, English, & Chinese
• Fri: Math & AP World

Labels: birthday, school, seahawks, tests

January:

• Aaron Kwok
• Edison Chen's mando rap
• Movies- Premium Rush, Life of Pi, Mr. 3 Minutes
• birthday @ B.C.'s house
• real canto speaking with canto lady &Ikea with family friend (witness drunk driving)
• troubles during fitness unit
• Surprising leadership class
• lucky guy thursdays

• saturn and his gf.
• raymond lam and karena ng
• dumplings with CT for CNY for Chinese 
• Dramas: Seasons of Love, Reality Check
• Divergent
• mid-winter break
• Movies: 12 Zodiacs, Hotel Deluxe, Front of the Class

March:

• HSPE week
• Movie: L is for Love, L is for Lies.
• Assembly Accident
• Leadership seating-Kpop Star
• 4 mile!

• ASB officers campaign week
• Spring Break
• Boston Marathon Bombing
• Sita Chan's death
• Movie: Gattaca
• Onishi sang

• Insulting plaid stuff in English
• M.T.'s birthday party!!
• tennis with friends!
• weird dream about Mr. Buff
• Romeo and Juliet!
• Movie: Saving General Yang

• Movie: Finding Mr. Right
• End of School
• M.T. moving to Japan
• Drama: A Change of Heart
• Composing Song on Piano
• family friend to chinatown, buying bubble tea &char siu fan
• Vegas&Arizona

• Vegas&Arizona (continued)
• Movie: Ocean's Eleven
• Camping with family friends @ Lincoln Rock & Lake Chelan- tubing, river rafting, etc.

August:

• Dramas: Triumph in the Skies II, Karma Rider
• Movies: Monster University, While You Were Sleeping
• Movies @ Downtown Park: Parental Guidance, Chasing Mavericks
• Variety Shows: Voice of Stars
• talk w/ cousin on Skype- met 2 of her friends
• Bell square w/ SL (boom noodles!)
• Lunch @ Crossroads with bro!
• Breath-taking show: Taipei Youth Folk Sports Group
• Wild Waves with friends!
• post getting on tumblr's login page :D

September:

• School
• annual neighborhood block party-magic show!
• ride home from Saturn
• 1st home football game- "The Monkey"
• Drama: Always and Ever

October:

• handshake incident with ASB president
• caveman, charlie, and 3rd senior talk
• Super Wednesday- PLAN test
• Play: Bo-Nita

November:

• 3rd anniversary of this blog
• Promedy monologue coincidence
• Lots of notes on my posts! (Tumblr)
• Eye Doctor
• Saw Charlie in parking lot after Chinese school
• Chinese/Spanish club with LL and SL (truth or dare, etc.)
• Thanksgiving dinner
• Black Friday Shopping w/ mainly SN, SL.
• Movie: Catching Fire
• Drama: Will Power

December:

• Lip Dub @ School
• Grandma passed away
• Dramas: On Call 36 hours II, Bounty Lady, Coffee Cat Mama, Return of the Silver Tongue (a bit)
• First snow! (12/20)
• Snowflake Lane & Bought dress from JC Penney
• New Year's Eve dinner @ S.N.'s house

This year has been eventful. Well, which year hasn't? Reading through the stuff I did this year was wow. It's just cool to read about stuff you've done, stuff that isn't important enough for you to think about everyday, but then you go back and read it and it's like ohh I remember this! it's a cool thing.

I think the thing that I remember most about this year is M.T. moving away. That's probably the biggest. One of my few closest friend...sigh.



Another major thing is becoming more independent. With mom being at work or volunteer all the time, and then grandpa passing away...
This year, I finally realized how alone I actually am. How little I talk to my parents. How little time I have with mom. How much time I spend in my room.
I don't even know who my family is anymore...


Other than that, not much worth mentioning about I guess. The boring life of me.

But I'm glad to have gotten through it safely, glad all the ones I love are still healthy.


2014 will definitely bring some changes to my life such as bro going to college and whatnot. Just hope that I'll be able to cope with these changes.
2014 doesn't need to be amazing. I just wish that the ones I love and the ones that love me are happy and healthy.



Ohh and also, crossing this year would be 1314. Get it? (in Chinese) lol okay...
"天空是綿綿的糖 就算塌下來又怎樣
雨下再大又怎樣 乾脆開心的淋一場"


Let's welcome this new year with a smile everyone!(:







[365th day of 2013: 7.8/10]

Labels: Aaron Kwok, birthday, caveman, charlie, football game, movie, new years, reflection, Saturn, school, shopping, tvb, vacation

no post necessary. what happened today shall stay private.




[19th day of 2013: 9.3/10]

Labels: birthday

Happy new year everyone!! 2013...wonder what it'll be like.

*Feel free to stop reading whenever u want, cuz this post is extra extra extraaa long*

I've started on this post like a week or so ago, just cuz every year, I do my timeline of events, and that takes a long time to go back and find out what i actually did. This post is actually really more of for me than for my readers. but yeahh.



This is how I'll remember what I did in my life; even all the little details. They make me smile or laugh and think back to the memories.

I'm typing up the first 4 paragraphs you see here, on December 31, 2012, at 4:41pm. The sky is a little bit light reddish, and light blue. The sun is setting for one last time...

It's 6:45pm and I'm starting to hear the first signs of fireworks ALREADY(:



2012 was fine. The one thing that left a strong impression on me in 2012 isn't the clothes I bought, the hot guys at school, nor the presents I got. I'm very thankful to have met a really good friend, we've become really close really quick. We're soo alike and I totally trust her on all my secrets.
Being friends with her is the highlight of my year 2012; Thank you L.Z for being there for me whenever I need someone to talk to.

I wanna give another thank you to M.L. Although we don't hang as much now, it still feels like we're really close..well @ least too me. I know I can trust you with anything, and I'm really glad we've been able to maintain this trust between us for so many years. <3

Lastly, thank you God, for helping me get through 2012. I don't even know if I believe in God, but I do believe everything happens for a reason, and maybe God is the reason behind all this. I really don't know.

Whatever it is, thank you for letting 2012 be a bearable year.

Personally, I also think I've matured a lot this year.
Especially the trip back to Taiwan in August. I use to be the smallest on my dad's side until my cousin gave birth to 2 kids; one female (1?)and one male(3 yrs old). 2 years ago, the male was born, and even when I went back to Taiwan I'm still spoiled, the center of attention, you name it. But not anymore. This time I went back, the female was born. And it's as if magically, in 2 years I've became a distant relative. 



My older cousins, the ones around 20-30 years old use to fool around with me, tease me, but they've stopped. The family members that use to love putting food into my bowl every minute stopped. They treat me like an adult. And I'm just not use to that.

I'm not jealous of my baby cousins, because I love them very much too. The 3 year old plays with me and thinks of me as one of his centers of attention.
But idkk...something just isn't normal.

I also have another baby cousin (3 year old Taylor) from my mom's side.



I use to like hanging out with cousins from my dad's side better than the cousins on my mom's side. (though i love both sides very much). But this time, I loved hanging out with both sides equally the same., maybe even leaning towards mom's side... Maybe cuz my cousins from mom's side's age are closer to my age. And we can talk about boys, asian celebs, sing asian songs (they have this litttle KTV/ TV thing that has songs, and videos on it) on their cars everytime we rode in it.

I'm taking on more responsibility, and I'm no longer the little girl my relatives once loved to tease and mess around with. They treat me as if I'm an adult, and I have to face it maturely.

Okay, back to 2013. I just hope that all my loved ones and I will be safe, healthy, and happy. And I hope that God will be here to help me get through 2013 peacefully and healthily. Maybe with a little bit of luck, I might even win  Mr. Saturn's heart(;

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE(:

My timeline of events for 2012:

Jan:

• New Year's Eve watching drama with Kevin Cheng
• Found out Kevin Cheng smokes D:
• Dramatic increase in pageviews on this blog(:
• Returning to chinese school without best friend :(
• Bus accident on Friday the 13th
• No school on my bday cuz of snow
• Debit card

"Love-- comes in many different ways.  I always thought that to love you meant to protect you  and not let you get hurt. But the person that hurts you the  most [in the end] turned out to be me. People say if you can't provide your loved one  with happiness, then you should let go. But if I could start over,  I will choose to keep you, to use my greatest effort to provide you with happiness." -The most Blissful Things Special/Theater version;  最幸福的事 劇場版 (Bosco Wong 黃宗澤)

Labels: AL, anniversary, Anthony Neely, birthday, cantonese, christmas, Daniel Wu, graduation, jason chan, JJ Lin, Kevin Cheng, Linda Chung, LoL, new years, nicholas tse, Raymond Lam, reflection, Saturn, taiwan, tvb

Already did a short bio of him before:
http://dreams-forlife.blogspot.com/2012/06/day-23new-actor-or-actress-you-recently.html

Happy Birthday Jason Chan!

**Jason Chan 陳智燊 not to be confused with Jason Chen (Youtube star) or Jason Chan Pak Yu**

I see some packs...and u'll see it if u zoom in. but u cant do that. so i'll just keep those packs to myself(:

I'm gonna keep this to a short post.
Today's 12/12/12. What a special day for Jason! Turning 35 years old. dangggg u are old. u don't look 35 though. wtf, every actor under TVB doesn't look as old as they're supposed to be. what is this?? <3

Anyways, so I've started noticing you around June 26th ish of this year. That's pretty recent. But i have watched other dramas of you before, just haven't taken the time to go and really discover you. And that's because TVB hasn't gave you a major role yet. Except for now. 12/18 Blissful Ferris Wheel is coming out! and you're the main guy! along with Linda Chung and Lin Xia Wei. ahh can't wait!!

Food

2012 has been a pretty darn good year for you I'd say. Getting casted in a more obvious role in No Good Either Way (thats how i first discovered you) and then getting casted in Blissful Ferris Wheel. After the drama starts airing, you're gonna be getting so much more fame and recognition than before I bet. Can i please keep you to myself?



Ummm...I guess I don't have much to say. Except for you're really adorable, and like a big kid at the age of 35. Like, looking at your Yahoo Blog from a few years back, dangg how cute. Still a kid at heart <3

Anyways, thats about all I have to say. Watch a bday post for you be like 3 times longer 5 years later. OHH NOO, YOU'LL BE 40. stop aging. pleasee.

TVB January 2008 calendar Left to right: Jason Chan, Linda Chung, Raymond Lam, some other. (Matthew Ko is cut off)

Ohh speaking of age, go get a girlfriend please. A good one. I actually don't know too much about your rumors, are you a guy that likes to party hard core and go to clubs? idkk...but i hope you're a good guy. an innocent one. a...a GOOD GUY.

Linda Chung and Jason Chan for Blissful Ferris Wheel!

okay, bye. again: HAPPY 35TH BIRTHDAY JASON CHAN!

Labels: birthday, jason chan, Linda Chung