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First week of school done.

AP Bio: stupid teacher wouldn't give us a fucking pass. if ur not gonna give us a pass then don't give us the quiz in the last 15 minutes. wtf man, u think we're experts?

SAT Prep: yahh u think i wanna be late? its the freaking bio teacher. dont give me any more shit about being late, thanks.

APUSH: normal

Art&Design: looking forward to the last day of class.



my classes seriously suckss. and there's seriously no hope for Cisco sighh...
i guess i just have to bare through.

Anyways, first home game today (football) against Redmond, beat them. Woooot.
I think the highlight of the game was HKB though. He really makes ppl have 非分之想..aiiyah.
So hott..

Today is September 5th. Last night/this morning i had a dream about Saturn. We were in this amusement park thingy, and we were trying to get out of there. But we couldn't find the doors. We walked into this door, hoping it'd be the exit, but it turned out to be someone's house. There wasn't anyone in there and we quickly tried to exit the house in fear that the owners would come back and find us there.


When we got out, idk why we were still scared that someone's gonna catch up to us(?) so we kinda tried to walk fast. At some point we did hold hands and he put his arm around my waist too at some point. That's about it. Really sweet dream for this special September 5th.






[248th day of 2014: 5.5/10]

Labels: football, football game, Saturn, school

January:

• Aaron Kwok
• Edison Chen's mando rap
• Movies- Premium Rush, Life of Pi, Mr. 3 Minutes
• birthday @ B.C.'s house
• real canto speaking with canto lady &Ikea with family friend (witness drunk driving)
• troubles during fitness unit
• Surprising leadership class
• lucky guy thursdays

• saturn and his gf.
• raymond lam and karena ng
• dumplings with CT for CNY for Chinese 
• Dramas: Seasons of Love, Reality Check
• Divergent
• mid-winter break
• Movies: 12 Zodiacs, Hotel Deluxe, Front of the Class

March:

• HSPE week
• Movie: L is for Love, L is for Lies.
• Assembly Accident
• Leadership seating-Kpop Star
• 4 mile!

• ASB officers campaign week
• Spring Break
• Boston Marathon Bombing
• Sita Chan's death
• Movie: Gattaca
• Onishi sang

• Insulting plaid stuff in English
• M.T.'s birthday party!!
• tennis with friends!
• weird dream about Mr. Buff
• Romeo and Juliet!
• Movie: Saving General Yang

• Movie: Finding Mr. Right
• End of School
• M.T. moving to Japan
• Drama: A Change of Heart
• Composing Song on Piano
• family friend to chinatown, buying bubble tea &char siu fan
• Vegas&Arizona

• Vegas&Arizona (continued)
• Movie: Ocean's Eleven
• Camping with family friends @ Lincoln Rock & Lake Chelan- tubing, river rafting, etc.

August:

• Dramas: Triumph in the Skies II, Karma Rider
• Movies: Monster University, While You Were Sleeping
• Movies @ Downtown Park: Parental Guidance, Chasing Mavericks
• Variety Shows: Voice of Stars
• talk w/ cousin on Skype- met 2 of her friends
• Bell square w/ SL (boom noodles!)
• Lunch @ Crossroads with bro!
• Breath-taking show: Taipei Youth Folk Sports Group
• Wild Waves with friends!
• post getting on tumblr's login page :D

September:

• School
• annual neighborhood block party-magic show!
• ride home from Saturn
• 1st home football game- "The Monkey"
• Drama: Always and Ever

October:

• handshake incident with ASB president
• caveman, charlie, and 3rd senior talk
• Super Wednesday- PLAN test
• Play: Bo-Nita

November:

• 3rd anniversary of this blog
• Promedy monologue coincidence
• Lots of notes on my posts! (Tumblr)
• Eye Doctor
• Saw Charlie in parking lot after Chinese school
• Chinese/Spanish club with LL and SL (truth or dare, etc.)
• Thanksgiving dinner
• Black Friday Shopping w/ mainly SN, SL.
• Movie: Catching Fire
• Drama: Will Power

December:

• Lip Dub @ School
• Grandma passed away
• Dramas: On Call 36 hours II, Bounty Lady, Coffee Cat Mama, Return of the Silver Tongue (a bit)
• First snow! (12/20)
• Snowflake Lane & Bought dress from JC Penney
• New Year's Eve dinner @ S.N.'s house

This year has been eventful. Well, which year hasn't? Reading through the stuff I did this year was wow. It's just cool to read about stuff you've done, stuff that isn't important enough for you to think about everyday, but then you go back and read it and it's like ohh I remember this! it's a cool thing.

I think the thing that I remember most about this year is M.T. moving away. That's probably the biggest. One of my few closest friend...sigh.



Another major thing is becoming more independent. With mom being at work or volunteer all the time, and then grandpa passing away...
This year, I finally realized how alone I actually am. How little I talk to my parents. How little time I have with mom. How much time I spend in my room.
I don't even know who my family is anymore...


Other than that, not much worth mentioning about I guess. The boring life of me.

But I'm glad to have gotten through it safely, glad all the ones I love are still healthy.


2014 will definitely bring some changes to my life such as bro going to college and whatnot. Just hope that I'll be able to cope with these changes.
2014 doesn't need to be amazing. I just wish that the ones I love and the ones that love me are happy and healthy.



Ohh and also, crossing this year would be 1314. Get it? (in Chinese) lol okay...
"天空是綿綿的糖 就算塌下來又怎樣
雨下再大又怎樣 乾脆開心的淋一場"


Let's welcome this new year with a smile everyone!(:







[365th day of 2013: 7.8/10]

Labels: Aaron Kwok, birthday, caveman, charlie, football game, movie, new years, reflection, Saturn, school, shopping, tvb, vacation

Theatre-learned about superstitions of the theatre. like not to say the word MacBeth in the theatre.
Chem-Diet Coke&Mentos!
Alg. 2-nothin much
English-hate this subject so much.
Web Publishing-funny as usual
AP Chinese-nothing much
AP World- nothing much


classes were so boring today. weather was really nice tho. its suppose to be even nicer tomorrow.

"#that fucking awesome moment when your best friend stays at school for christmas because he knows you’ve got nothing to go home to and he wants you to be happy"- tumblr

After school today, some friends kept telling me to go to Key Club and even tho there were free pizza i just didn't felt like going. so i said no. then at 3:00, my friend, B.H. and I left. Before leaving, we went to the bathroom and then to my locker. On the way to the locker, I saw my other friend L.L and asked where she was going. She was going to the library. So anyways, then B.H and I left. She went to the bus stop and me heading home.

I walked up the LONGGGG flight of stairs. But then I stopped. I didn't want to go home yet. I wanted to talk and idkkk it was just a feeling. I just didn't wanna go home. Not yet anyways.



So then, I walked ALLL the way back down the stairs and went to the library to go chat/do hw with L.L.

About 10-15 min. later I got a ride from bro's friend. Andd ohhh boyyyy, if i chose to go to key club, or i had just walked straight home and not turn back, i would've never gotten this ride. Just 2 decisions. 2 decisions and that can impact and lead you to something you've been day dreaming for.

Wowww....after this, I understand cause and effect better than anyone else in the whole school.



Anddd I hope he doesnt read this. but omg so adorb. when driving. and when he reverse and his hand is up at the passenger's seat head area. omfgggg...so manly. ugh. and then...what else. i guess thats about it. i'll keep the rest to myself(:


today, an embarrasing thing also happened. I was at the accountant office window with friend. And then suddenly I turned to the right and find A.W. like right next to me, waiting for his turn. I like jumped and was surprised/scared he was there.


I bet my face was soo embarrasing and I was like ohh Hi. without even realizing I had said that. And hes really nice so hes liek "Hi Miranda." and thats it. but omggg so embarrassing. I literally jumped. ughh....



Hope tomorrow will be a good day(:






[253rd day of 2013: 9.8/10]

Labels: Saturn, school

Totally forgot to create a post about first day of school earlier. now im about to get ready to go on bed with phone and i suddenly remember. so this will be a quick post

Theatre Workshop-nothing much. basically just got a tour of stage. the catwalks are really cool. i like it up there(: more ppl-especially freshman guys than I thought...now im scared >.<

Chem-Glad I have L.C with me(: Cuz shes the only one i have. pretty small class. im in same room as bio last year. sighh i miss bohlinger and our class...

Algebra 2-feels weird not typing Geometry...anyways. Have this class with L.C. too. so we walked together. Teacher seems pretty humorous. Hopefully the contents of algebra 2 wont be too bad...

English-Walked here with O.M. since I have Algebra 2 with her. Teacher seems okay today...dont know about later on tho. I have a pretty interesting class i gotta say. sitting with familiar ppl so thats good.

Web Publishing-glad i have S.P...

Lunch-nothing much

AP Chinese-nothing much really. but omg I MISS OUR 3RD PERIOD LAST YEAR. that was such an awesome class filled with amazing ppl...sighhh...here, theres so much ppl from china or whatever. 3 freshies too. umm yeahh...sighhh

AP World-know a few ppl here but not too close with them...so thats bad. A lot of popular azns in this class. Really bad feeling about this. It's the first day and already, Heffernan had to tell us to be quiet several times. Boring class+classmates I prefer not to be with=bad way to end school day+bad year ahead. sighhh....can some of them get transferred OUT? good thing teacher is pretty good and nice i heard.

thats it for now.

ohh and also did usual thing with Mr. Saturn(: havent done that for a while. totally had me nervous and stuff ahhh <3





[246th day of 2013: 6/10]

Labels: reflection, Saturn, school

Leadership-nothin much. guys participating or talking about smoking or drugs are such a big turn off.
History-cornell notes all period :/
Chinese-nothin much
PE-ping pong! but soccer tomorrow :(
Geometry-nothin much, just reivew
English-watched the romeo&juliet clip from reduced Shakespeare company. basically re-tells of Shakespeare plays in short, comical versions. it was pretty hilarious. then spent rest of period in groups.
Biology-nothin much



today was a pretty good day. this guy in my leadership class, R.V. offered me a cupcake since its his bday tomorrow. and also the short convo with saturn(:

ohh andd i was more productive than usual today by studying for math LT's thats on Thu. (since theres so many formulas to remember -.-). i love the feeling of productiveness xD

doesnt Tender Huang look like saturn?!? <3

seems like i'll be pretty darn busy this week:

• Wed.-vocab test
• Thu.-bio open note test& 3 math LT's
• Thu.-colorguard orientation
• Fri.-filming for romeo&juliet

Labels: Saturn, tender huang

finally watched 十二生肖 (12 zodiacs) starring Jackie Chan today! there were lots of promotions earlier on...

now i wanna watch i love hong kong 2013, and hotel deluxe, both are chinese new year films.

i also finished watching inbound troubles today. i spent like around 3 hours finishing up that drama. Tomorrow, or Tuesday, I can finally start Seasons of Love. Here I come, Him Law <33
i've seen a lot of screen caps by tumblr users on tumblr and omg im so excited!!

today i saw some pics of saturn that i did not want to see. and tears dropped. time was doing a pretty good job of handling the saturn situation until i saw those pics...

but i then went on my blog and saw that "cheerleader" sent me some encouraging words(: I actually have no idea who cheerleader is, but thanks :)

also saw this post on fb:

HAH. so true. why am i even sad. its not like we dated and we just broke up and he has another gf. its not like we're dating and he cheated on me. so wtfffff. im stupid. wasting my time being sad and trying to get over saturn when i've never even dated him. HAH.

i will try to do my best to get over him. and "cheerleader" is right. time will heal my wounds.
it make take some time, and i may shed more tears in the process, but in the end, i'll be okay. when the time is right, my heart will automatically move on.

so for now, i just hope that he's happy, that they're happy.
in a drama i once saw, one of the characters said that "祝福也是一種愛"
andd i've kept this quote in my mind forever.

sighh....
i hope the recovering process won't take too longg.....




[48th day of 2013: 3/10]

Labels: him law, reflection, Saturn

sorryyyy readers...havent been updating at all this week. just too much tests and things going on this week, before mid winter break. urghhhhh. sorry..

u should see my page view counts for this blog. its going down...cuz of my lack of posts.. >.<

heres what happened today:

History- nothin much really

PE-ran off campus again like yesterday. took 2 shortcuts and walked a whole bunch with ML. then we felt guilty...hehe...i felt pretty accomplished yesterday tho...where we ran a whole bunch.

English- nothin much really..

math test 2morrow, then on friday i have history, math, chinese, and pe tests.

URGHHHH. ohh and i had a bio test yesterday. soo much freaking tests...

and then the whole stupid thing with valentines day and valograms and saturn and tardies and ugh.

bye..



[44th day of 2013:3/10]

Labels: Saturn, stress

Leadership-mr. helper is so adorable! and really friendly too(: some stuff that happened today include not being able to pronounce my name. we were in our groups (sara Y., him, and me) *points at sara* so ur sara, and ur *points at me* mi-randa. me:"its mir-anda" him:"but it says "mi-randa" sara:"its pronounced mir-anda" helper:"ohhhh okay i see it now i see." sara:*mocking him*"so ur name is 'Rae"? *saying it wrong on purpose* it was funny. and then also we were talking about korean and chinese names.

History-nothin much really

Chinese-nothin much either



PE-weight machines. prob. running 2morrow. didnt go on any of the machines that require the use of my  legs. actually kinda wish we ran today since my leg has magically become 97% better by now.

Geometry- all 4s of my quizzes, proud of myself.

Chocolate orange cake

Lunch-saturn with K.S. :////

English- nothin much really

Biology-R.N and i could be professional grading procedure ppl. we were practicing grading procedures so we could see what we needed in our procedure and we got all of the ones we corrected right(:



my updated list of guys:

"Crush" list:

1. Saturn

Labels: cute guys, Saturn

Piano-practice and preparing for final
Indep. living- nothin much really
Chinese- nothing much either. I used the class period to study for vocab test for English
PE-volleyball! Our team is good.
Geometry-M.T. not here today again(hasn't been here since yesterday.) so im freaking lonely cuz in my table its only me and her. i think she might be sick?? Hope she get well soon <3
English-library
Biology-nothin much really

Isn't he just adorable?!? Congrats to my Raymond for winning many awards at TVB's Jade Solid Gold Awards on January 12.

Soo busy lately. I have no time at all to update my blog with the finals coming up, and teachers still cramming new info into our heads. Urghhh >.<
But I know I HAVE to update. So i can keep track of my life and look back and think wow, i've gone thru all that stress?


3 things I'm currently REALLYYYY scared and stressed out about:

1. Finals for every period -.-
2. New semester classes-especially Leadership. KILL ME NOW. urghh
3. 4 mile run @ the end of next quarter and fitness unit for like what, 2 months? =.=

*sigh..* Saturnnnnn.

Labels: Raymond Lam, Saturn

Happy new year everyone!! 2013...wonder what it'll be like.

*Feel free to stop reading whenever u want, cuz this post is extra extra extraaa long*

I've started on this post like a week or so ago, just cuz every year, I do my timeline of events, and that takes a long time to go back and find out what i actually did. This post is actually really more of for me than for my readers. but yeahh.



This is how I'll remember what I did in my life; even all the little details. They make me smile or laugh and think back to the memories.

I'm typing up the first 4 paragraphs you see here, on December 31, 2012, at 4:41pm. The sky is a little bit light reddish, and light blue. The sun is setting for one last time...

It's 6:45pm and I'm starting to hear the first signs of fireworks ALREADY(:



2012 was fine. The one thing that left a strong impression on me in 2012 isn't the clothes I bought, the hot guys at school, nor the presents I got. I'm very thankful to have met a really good friend, we've become really close really quick. We're soo alike and I totally trust her on all my secrets.
Being friends with her is the highlight of my year 2012; Thank you L.Z for being there for me whenever I need someone to talk to.

I wanna give another thank you to M.L. Although we don't hang as much now, it still feels like we're really close..well @ least too me. I know I can trust you with anything, and I'm really glad we've been able to maintain this trust between us for so many years. <3

Lastly, thank you God, for helping me get through 2012. I don't even know if I believe in God, but I do believe everything happens for a reason, and maybe God is the reason behind all this. I really don't know.

Whatever it is, thank you for letting 2012 be a bearable year.

Personally, I also think I've matured a lot this year.
Especially the trip back to Taiwan in August. I use to be the smallest on my dad's side until my cousin gave birth to 2 kids; one female (1?)and one male(3 yrs old). 2 years ago, the male was born, and even when I went back to Taiwan I'm still spoiled, the center of attention, you name it. But not anymore. This time I went back, the female was born. And it's as if magically, in 2 years I've became a distant relative. 



My older cousins, the ones around 20-30 years old use to fool around with me, tease me, but they've stopped. The family members that use to love putting food into my bowl every minute stopped. They treat me like an adult. And I'm just not use to that.

I'm not jealous of my baby cousins, because I love them very much too. The 3 year old plays with me and thinks of me as one of his centers of attention.
But idkk...something just isn't normal.

I also have another baby cousin (3 year old Taylor) from my mom's side.



I use to like hanging out with cousins from my dad's side better than the cousins on my mom's side. (though i love both sides very much). But this time, I loved hanging out with both sides equally the same., maybe even leaning towards mom's side... Maybe cuz my cousins from mom's side's age are closer to my age. And we can talk about boys, asian celebs, sing asian songs (they have this litttle KTV/ TV thing that has songs, and videos on it) on their cars everytime we rode in it.

I'm taking on more responsibility, and I'm no longer the little girl my relatives once loved to tease and mess around with. They treat me as if I'm an adult, and I have to face it maturely.

Okay, back to 2013. I just hope that all my loved ones and I will be safe, healthy, and happy. And I hope that God will be here to help me get through 2013 peacefully and healthily. Maybe with a little bit of luck, I might even win  Mr. Saturn's heart(;

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE(:

My timeline of events for 2012:

Jan:

• New Year's Eve watching drama with Kevin Cheng
• Found out Kevin Cheng smokes D:
• Dramatic increase in pageviews on this blog(:
• Returning to chinese school without best friend :(
• Bus accident on Friday the 13th
• No school on my bday cuz of snow
• Debit card

"Love-- comes in many different ways.  I always thought that to love you meant to protect you  and not let you get hurt. But the person that hurts you the  most [in the end] turned out to be me. People say if you can't provide your loved one  with happiness, then you should let go. But if I could start over,  I will choose to keep you, to use my greatest effort to provide you with happiness." -The most Blissful Things Special/Theater version;  最幸福的事 劇場版 (Bosco Wong 黃宗澤)

Labels: AL, anniversary, Anthony Neely, birthday, cantonese, christmas, Daniel Wu, graduation, jason chan, JJ Lin, Kevin Cheng, Linda Chung, LoL, new years, nicholas tse, Raymond Lam, reflection, Saturn, taiwan, tvb