Monday, January 18, 2016
10:53 PM
The day before 18
I'm getting ready to go to sleep, but I keep wanting to post something. Like, I guess I wanna record and keep a part of me which I can look back on. My last words before 18.
idk why 18 is such a "turning point" age...i mean, you are still limited in a lot of of things in society. In US, No drinking, no gambling, no....idkk
Yes voting, yes....?
On the other hand, I can legally drink in taiwan now...
but anyways.
So much has happened in 17 years. It's amazing how much things change over the course of 17 years. Currently listening to JJ's "Too Bad" and i guess it somewhat fits this theme. It's really, too bad..because I can't go back anymore. I'm no longer a minor.
I'm not looking forward to anything at all; I'd much rather stay a kid. I don't wanna grow old, I don't want time to pass. Life doesn't get much better...more and more people leave you.
Am I suppose to be excited and happy for my incoming birthday? I surely don't feel so.
I fear change. But a lot more change is coming in the upcoming months...college...friends...
Sigh...
Hope my 18th will be a smooth one. Most important is that everyone I love and everyone that loves me are happy and healthy.
It's been a peaceful last day of 17.
Here's to more joy, tears, stress, and changes in the upcoming 18th.
Good bye, my 17 years old body.
Good bye.
[18th day of January: 6.3/10]
Labels: birthday, reflection