Saturday, September 26, 2015
11:10 PM
Update
School has been..okay.
BC started on the 21st, glad K.C. is with me.
The teacher was lecturing on Friday and i honestly didn't understood anything..sigh.
Something I kinda need to rant about is
comp gov. Teacher is so into getting us to open up and talk! But..I just don't feel comfortable in that class at all. In all my classes, BC class included, Comp Gov is the class I feel least comfortable in (even though I know more people in this class than any other class). One, because everyone in there is so damn smart, I just automatically feel dumb as ...uck. And another is teacher like calls on random people. no no no no no. That doesn't help...that just gets me more anxious. She said for the survey thing we turned in on the first couple days of school, a lot of us said that we're shy and not comfortable talking in class..so she said something like we all understand so it's okay....etc.
I know she's being nice and helping up but well...i just still don't feel comfortable!
Another thing I never wrote about that is that I got a
guitar! When bro came back for Labor Day's weekend, we were talking about it, and then dad ordered one online for me :D
Ahhhh. It was ordered on 9/6 and it came on 9/16.
First couple days of playing it, my fingers hurt. But now that calluses have developed, it's alright. I am struggling with pressing down the strings so that my fingers don't interfere with any other strings that not intended to be pressed on. Also, like reaching out my fingers far enough is kind of a problem too. Basically the whole posture of my left hand..i need help on...
What else is there to talk about...?
nothing much really..
My friends and I have been discussing a particular topic that we've been worrying about lately..sighh..
Another thing I'm worried about is SAT (next week :/ )and college apps stuff sighh...
But I know that once this is all through it'll be okay.
Tomorrow's
Mid-Autumn Festival...ok well, i guess it's today in the Eastern part of the world.
There's also gonna be a lunar eclipse tomorrow, so we get a supermoon lunar eclipse or whtever its called. Basically the moon is gonna be red.
Went to an
interview for this internship program yesterday. The interview itself went pretty well actually...except that my voice really kinda died on me. Cuz my throat felt really dry, first b/c I was nervous, and another reason is b/c my period is gonna come soon and whenever it's about to come, I get really thirsty. Ok, but it still went fine though. Sadly, they rejected me..
Well..i think everything happens for a reason. So if I don't get in..well then I'm not meant to be.
k bye.
[271st day of 2015: 6/10]
Labels: school, worries