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Feb.:

• Follies!
• Seahawks won Superbowl!! Parade
• Mid-Winter Break
• Dramas: Gilded Chopsticks

• saturn came over
• Tennis try-outs (dropped out)
• Disappearing Malaysian Plane
• Badminton try-outs 
• Drama: Ruse of Engagement

• Dramas: Swipe Tap Love (dropped)
• Spring Break

• Started getting into online shopping
• Legally Blonde Musical
• Accepted into National Honor Society
• Memorial Day Weekend: shopping with S.L, photobooth at Nordstrom
• TVB fanfic (hehe) Link here 

• Brother graduating
• Saturn...courage..
• Taiwan...cousin diagnosed with cancer (even earlier?)

• TAIWAN!
• Bought another JJ album
• Kenji Wu 
• Hanged with S.L!

• Cousin, grandma, uncle visiting, living with us
• Post-vacation depression
• Brother leaving home to dorm in Pullman.

• Cody
• Dream about saturn
• HKB @ 1st football game...hawtt
• Running Start @ BC
• Friday Knight Live - Matt Bacnis Band
• Seattle Night Market Volunteering

• Thrift Shopping @ Goodwill: BCBGMAXAZRIA blazer & Calvin Klein Vest
• Drama: Line Walker!

• Cousin, grandma, uncle back to taiwan
• Uncle...
• Thanksgiving dinner

• Mom's friend's husband passed away from cancer
• Cousin passed away from cancer
• Cancer Awareness Club approved
• JJ's new album
• Eye Doc
• Winter Break
• Baking for Bake Sale & Bake Sale
• Christmas: twin's house and xmas dinner
• Dramas: Overachievers, Borderline, Tiger Cubs II, Noblesee Oblige, Officer Geomancer
• New Year's Eve: went to L.L's house with S.L, baked cookies and watched 等一個人.咖啡

I think a LOT of stuff happened this year, and I do think that I grew mentally this year. 

Honestly, not too much happy things happened this year, but a lot of bad stuff did. Or maybe good stuff did happen, but the bad stuff are too memorable, too overpowering, too strong that it covers up all the good moments of this year. 

There were a lot of disappearing planes and planes crashing this year. Malaysian Plane disappearing, the one that got shot down over Ukraine, Taiwan's plane crash in Penghu, the AirAsia Flight 8501.

It really hasn't been too good of a year. 

2014 started out alright, and then everything kinda blurred out and passed by in an instance after school ended in June. Everything happened too fast at the end of the year. Especially December. Too much stuff happened too fast...

2015, 2016, 2017, and the rest of the years aren't gonna be the same anymore...

I'll never see you again...

Are you here? Can you see me?

Were you there celebrating and welcoming the new year with the family in Taiwan?

I don't remember the last time I spent Christmas or New Years with the family in Taiwan. That's regretful, but I know that you'll always be here. You'll always be in our hearts. And whatever holiday we're celebrating, whenever, wherever, you'll always be here with us. 

Happy New Year, cousin. 

I hope that 2015 will be better. I hope that I'm able to 放低 all the negative stuff that has happened this year and start fresh in the new year. I hope that all my friends and family around me, all the ones I love will also be able to let go of all the unhappy stuff that occurred to them this year. I also wish that everyone will be healthy and happy in the new year. 

That's about it, I guess.

Happy new year everyone! 
Wishing my family, friends and whoever reads this the best of luck in 2015!