Friday, August 23, 2013
6:21 PM
Yesterday&Today
I said in my last post that I'd make a post about Wild Waves, but im too lazy now, and now that it's been quite a few days, im too lazy and lack that impulse to create such a post....
soo...yeah..
okay yesterday was
back to school day. didnt really like my ASB pic. one, because the lighting
SUCKED for everyone' photo so we all look veryyyy tan. but seriously, u guys arent even photographers if you can't even adjust proper lighting, dummyyy. they are so stupid. can you guys pleasee be more pro.
but okay, my face looked fat. i didnt really like it. whatever....
today i finally f
inished the summer reading packet. whewwww....
also, yesterday, my family friend, (YESS THE SAME EXACT ONE. IKRRRR. WE HANG OUT SO MUCH. WHY???? GOSHHH). but okay, so the family friend mom was asking me what i wanted to
major in, what
area/topic im interested in and
what i wanna be when i grow up. you know, those kind of future job/career questions. so AGAIN, i said
I don't know. I've said the same answer to countless amount of people and yesterday was no different.
The second she asked it, I had a clear answer in my head. I didn't need to think about it. I knew within ONE SECOND that i wanted to be an _ _ _ _ _ _ _. but i can't bring myself to say it. i just can't.
I don't have the courage. And there are only
2 people in the whole world that knows who i wanna be. my best friends. not one family member knows it...not anyone else. Just them two.
The two that supports me and the two that I trust and the two that I can tell anything too.
Sighhh....when will I be able to say I WANNA BE____.
And when will people be asking, "ohh so what do you do? whats ur job?"
and I can
proudly say "I'm an _____".
.....
[235th day of 2013: 7/10]
Labels: dreams, reflection