Wednesday, June 19, 2013
9:16 PM
Looking Back at 9th grade
Spent today's afternoon hanging and messing with MT. lots of laughter as usual! Love that girl and love how comfortable I am around her(:
School (finally) ended yesterday! freshman year went by quite fast I gotta say.
And there's just so many things that will never be the same again..like one of my best friend moving away :/
okay..so..9th grade...
Classes:
Most useful class: Leadership
Least useful class: History
Funniest classes(not in order): Leadership, Geometry
Class I feel most comfortable in: Chinese
Tiredest class: Piano
Class where I can re-energize: PE
Easiest classes: Bio, English
Teachers:
Most understanding teacher: Kilcup(leadership)
Most humorous: Onishi(English)
Easy graders: Onishi, Bohlinger(bio)
Chill-est teachers: Onishi, Bohlinger, Williams(geometry)
i swear, i got all the good teachers this year.people complain about their english, geometry, and especially bio teacher. and im just like HEHE. Thank you God. For getting me the good teachers that can actually teach and help me learn.
Gonna miss those chill teachers so much. I want those 3 every year.
Freshman year was just woww...i dont even no. I can still remember my
first day of school. I was worried sick about getting lost and not having friends in my classes etc.
I've learned a lot of
valuable lessons this year. Especially cuz of Leadership class. And I've learned a lot about friends and
friendship and who people really are once you get to know them. And I've found myself. Found who I really am on the inside; my identity...
Like..my dream occupation. That's part of who I am. Yet, I'm too scared to admit what i wanna be when i grow up b/c im scared people will make fun of me. Maybe one day, I'll have enough
courage to proudly say what I wanna be in the future.
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Someday, I'll be able to say what I wanna be.
For now, this is as close as it gets. |
Overall, freshman year was great. Def. some bad stuff, but I have
REAL caring friends that are there when I need them.
Speaking of that, one of them is moving to
Japan :/ I can't even believe it. It's just too sudden. I can't process this. I keep thinking that it's just a dream, and this is not real. I don't know
when I can see her again, I don't know when I'll be able to talk to her face to face, when I'll be able to hug her, when I'll be able to laugh with her again...
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Everything's happening too fast. |
Life really is too short...and time really passes by too fast. If I had the choice, I'd go back to the beginning of freshman year and start all over again. If I could choose, I'd
stay in freshman year forever...no worrying about jobs, family, partners. But I can't. And the only thing I can do is be
what I wanna be and be who I really am.
Have a wonderful summer!!
[170th day of 2013: 8.5/10]
Labels: reflection, school