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I'MM SOOO SCARED FOR TOMORROW'S 4 MILE. i've thought about it at least 7 times total today. and now i can feel my heart beat faster as the time gets nearer and nearer. I have a bit more than 12 hours left. and 12 hours later, i'd be nervous as heck. (as if im not already)



if i get thru this w/o dying, i'd be so proud of myself.

idkk what to say, im just really nervous. nervous, nervous, nervous. im so scared. so many what if's. and all those stares from the upperclassmen and teachers too. they're gonna be cheering or whatever, and im just gonna be running like "do u no see im dead right now". im actually not too concerned about ppl watching. mostly the stuff i listed previously are my primary concerns.

i dont even wanna type anymore, it's making my heart pound faster just thinking and trying to "see" what would happen.

i was hoping writing it out would help ease my anxiety a bit, i guess not. i need to stop. stop worrying until im actually changing. *sighhh* you can do this miranda!! just take deep breaths!

Tomorrow's JJ Lin's birthday!! What a coincidence. Running 4 miles on his bday. i guess that gives me hope? like i can think this to myself "comee onn, its his bday. u gotta finish or u'll disappoint him. do it for him. for his bday."  thats how im gonna encourage myself.

made a "running" playlist on ipod and added all my good fast-paced songs with a good beat, or motivational songs on the playlist. so i wont be running and come across a sad song and get no motivation to run. also downloaded a few new songs. of course, Edison Chen's "Running" is on the playlist. *breathe* *breathe*

im really gonna stop typing now, or i'll faint. GOOD LUCK TO ANYONE RUNNING TOMORROW OR THURSDAY!! 

*breathe* *breathe**breathe* *breathe**breathe* *breathe*you can do this!!you can do this!!you can do this!!



[85th day of 2013: 6/10]