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3 more freaking days until 4 mile. just typing or thinking about it makes my heart pound faster. im not exaggerating. im soo freaking scared.

and big part of it is really just confidence for me. I know that I can push myself to run 4 miles without stopping, but the thing is, everyone in my class is just sooo athletic. and even tho i'm pushing myself harder than i have ever b4, they are still, better. because they can run at a faster, steady pace.

and i'm really scared of finishing last. a major problem we all have with how others will think of us.

When i think about it, i think its really stupid. why should we be scared of how other ppl see us? why should i be scared of finishing last as long as i don't ever stop running? I'm not competing against them, I'm competing against myself. Against my own physical strength and abilities.

*sighh* but, im just a normal teen, and I can't get over this confidence/self esteem issue.

3 more days...let's see how i do on wednesday. soo nervous. i dont no how im gonna fall asleep tuesday night. def. gonna watch Happy Camp to lighten my mood. idk how im gonna be able to concentrate in history either on wednesday. my body would probably be all tense, and my heart pounding, palms sweating.


Dear God, please let me finish this 4 mile in peace.



[83rd day of 2013: 7/10]