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Tomorrow's April Fools! Be cautious everyone!

I remembered a year ago, tomorrow, i'd be at the chinese 接龍competition, and how my group won first place. I was seriouslyy veryyyy happy when that happened, and i do wish to go back in time just for that day(:

Anyways, right now I have a superrrrrr bad craving for Nutella -.-


Weather is really sunny these few days which makes me happy(: It seems like summer!



One more week until spring break. i reallyyy reallyyy reallyyy wanna go shopping during spring break. i have a craving for shopping too. hehe xD

okay, well hope this week goes by smoothly and fast.

One more thing I'd like the address. April 1st is HK actor and singer, Leslie Cheung, (張國榮)'s 10 year death anniversary. I was only 5 when he committed suicide at the age of 46. I've only watched a movie starring him, so i really don't know him that well. but this is really sad cuz everyone looked up to him. he was a big idol.



For his 10th year death anniversary, fans from everywhere (like japan, hk, tw and stuff) has a goal to fold 1,956,912 origami cranes (symbolizing his bday, which is 9/12/1956). but, they only have 1,900,119 cranes right now. Either way, they already broke the guiness world record.



There's an exhibit and concert honoring Leslie, and if i was in HK, i'd realllyyy like to go to the exhibit.  The concert sounds interesting too, with all the performers like Jacky Cheung, Hins Cheung, Grasshopper, Leo Ku, Joey Yung, Tony Leung etc. Must've been a really emotional concert though, i'd probably tear up if i was there.


“I still have your (Leslie’s) number on my phone. One day I accidentally called it and I heard that familiar voice again. So I left a message: Let’s start over.” - Tony Leung”

Although I really don't know much about Leslie, others' respect for him is really great, and I can see why they miss him. I think I would be a fan of him if I see more of his works.

The exhibit.

Anyways, with all due respect, you'll always be in fan's heart, Gor Gor <3





[90th day of 2013: 7/10]

Labels: leslie cheung

Leadership-talked a bit then went out to see 4 mile. cheered L.Z on. so proud of her(:
Chinese-presentations then went out for 4 mile. ran a lap with B.H (:
Geometry-hated today.
Biology-talked a bit then went out for 4 mile. sun was blazing hot even when i was just STANDING THERE. those poor ppl running under the hot sun. cheered on S.P and K.C. lots of eye candy in this class. wanted to run with S.P but they really enforced the "no going on track" rule this period.


kpop star wasn't in class today :/

okay, now, for how I did yesterday.

i ran with C.C. and L.N. they ran at a pace that was faster than my usual. and tbh, i would've slowed down if it wasn't for them. if i hadn't run with them, i wouldn't want to keep up with them, and if that didn't happen, i would've gotten a worse time. so Thank You guys(:

The people cheering was actually pretty encouraging. Encouraged me to keep going, don't stop, don't let the 4 mile defeat you, and not to be looked down by anyone. 

I was practically dead and reallyyyy out of breath on my 3rd mile. it was the most horrible! 1st mile and 4th mile went by the quickest. during the 3rd mile, i was thinking of pretending to fall just so i could stop. i really thought i couldn't make it. i really was outta breath.



it's really all about mental stability. had to keep encouraging myself and not give up. it's all in the head.

at last, i finished with a 39:53. To others, this may seem slow. but to me, its just fine. i tried my best and ran the whole damn thing w/o stopping. 

i wasn't competing against anyone. im competing against myself. beginning of the year, i could barelyy and i REALLY MEAN BARELY run a mile without stopping. now i can run 4 miles. and thats accomplishment within me, and to me, myself, that's the most important. plus, i reached my goal of less than 40 min(:


I'm actually reallyyyyyy reallyyyy proud of myself. and I've never been so proud of myself before. I'm just thrilled!

To all the people that finished running the whole thing: doesn't matter how long you took. as long as you see progress from the beginning of the year. as along as you didn't cheat ur way through, i'm proud of you.

to the ppl that didn't finish: so what?!? who cares. ur future boss isn't gonna be like ohh u didnt complete the 4 mile im not gonna hire you. as long as you tried ur best, and u made progress, i'm proud of you too.




to the ppl that cheated: u can cheat ur way through, u can tell lies to ur frds and others. but the only one that knows the truth is u. u cant cheat on urself, u cant lie to urself. u no the truth. and it's a shame that you don't have the ability to face the fact that you can't complete the 4 mile. and it's a shame to know how weak ur mental health and stability are.

Everyone's a winner, the only ones that failed are the ones that cheated.




[87th day of 2013: 9/10]

Labels: Linda Chung, Raymond Lam, reflection

tired and sleepy at 9:09pm. glad to say i survived the 4 mile. i'll get into details in tomorrow's post, unless i have too much hw. okay bye now.

GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE RUNNING TOMORROW

ohhh today's also JJ Lin's birthday. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARR SWEETIE!



[86th day of 2013: 9.1/10]

Leadership-nothin much really
History-sub. cornell notes for China all period.
Chinese-nothin much
PE-easy day of jogging the straight ways and walking curves
Geometry- test was a bit hard.
English-nothin much
Biology- sub was tang laoshi. nothin much

I'MM SOOO SCARED FOR TOMORROW'S 4 MILE. i've thought about it at least 7 times total today. and now i can feel my heart beat faster as the time gets nearer and nearer. I have a bit more than 12 hours left. and 12 hours later, i'd be nervous as heck. (as if im not already)



if i get thru this w/o dying, i'd be so proud of myself.

idkk what to say, im just really nervous. nervous, nervous, nervous. im so scared. so many what if's. and all those stares from the upperclassmen and teachers too. they're gonna be cheering or whatever, and im just gonna be running like "do u no see im dead right now". im actually not too concerned about ppl watching. mostly the stuff i listed previously are my primary concerns.

i dont even wanna type anymore, it's making my heart pound faster just thinking and trying to "see" what would happen.

i was hoping writing it out would help ease my anxiety a bit, i guess not. i need to stop. stop worrying until im actually changing. *sighhh* you can do this miranda!! just take deep breaths!

Tomorrow's JJ Lin's birthday!! What a coincidence. Running 4 miles on his bday. i guess that gives me hope? like i can think this to myself "comee onn, its his bday. u gotta finish or u'll disappoint him. do it for him. for his bday."  thats how im gonna encourage myself.

made a "running" playlist on ipod and added all my good fast-paced songs with a good beat, or motivational songs on the playlist. so i wont be running and come across a sad song and get no motivation to run. also downloaded a few new songs. of course, Edison Chen's "Running" is on the playlist. *breathe* *breathe*

im really gonna stop typing now, or i'll faint. GOOD LUCK TO ANYONE RUNNING TOMORROW OR THURSDAY!! 

*breathe* *breathe**breathe* *breathe**breathe* *breathe*you can do this!!you can do this!!you can do this!!



[85th day of 2013: 6/10]

Leadership- so we celebrate ppl's birthday by singing, then Mr. K gives the bday person bag of M&Ms(the big ones), then the person goes to the front of the room and ppl forms a line and high five or hug u. if ur bday is on the weekend or during 1st semester, we celebrate unbirthdays anyways.

so today was my unbirthday. and i totally embarrassed myself first thing by not catching the M&Ms when Mr. K threw thew to me. =.= but the high five stuff was good though. its like my bday all over again(: Then, Andrew B. served apple crisps. He was suppose to bring food on Friday, but forgot so he brought them today. It was homemade and dangg, they were goodddd. not too sweet, a little sour, but ohh so good!

History- boring



Chinese-nothin much

PE-30min. of running on track without stopping with ML. I actually feel really accomplished. We lost track of how many laps we ran, but it was for sure more than 10. Towards the end of it, ML and I were saying how we'd just rather run the 4mile today since we were like 3 laps away from being done anyways. now my legs are all sore. gonna have no trouble falling asleep tonight. I feel more confident for the 4 mile now..ishh. i just don't want ppl to come out and watch

Geometry- test tomorrow. then the flip classroom experiment thingy from thursday all the way to end of chapter 8. i don't have a positive feeling about this experiment.


Lunch- cute butt is looking sexayy today!

English- nothin much really

Biology-nothin much

I really should be studying for math, but I'm hungry and im lazy and my legs are sore. so i decided to give myself a break by blogging first :P



I give up on Kpop star. He's impossible. He's hot and outta my league. The most important thing is, i never know what to talk about with him in class. whatever...i give up. its bad to give up when i didn't event try, i know. *sigh*..let's just let fate take us where we should go.



[84th day of 2013: 6.6/10]

Labels: kpop star

3 more freaking days until 4 mile. just typing or thinking about it makes my heart pound faster. im not exaggerating. im soo freaking scared.

and big part of it is really just confidence for me. I know that I can push myself to run 4 miles without stopping, but the thing is, everyone in my class is just sooo athletic. and even tho i'm pushing myself harder than i have ever b4, they are still, better. because they can run at a faster, steady pace.

and i'm really scared of finishing last. a major problem we all have with how others will think of us.

When i think about it, i think its really stupid. why should we be scared of how other ppl see us? why should i be scared of finishing last as long as i don't ever stop running? I'm not competing against them, I'm competing against myself. Against my own physical strength and abilities.

*sighh* but, im just a normal teen, and I can't get over this confidence/self esteem issue.

3 more days...let's see how i do on wednesday. soo nervous. i dont no how im gonna fall asleep tuesday night. def. gonna watch Happy Camp to lighten my mood. idk how im gonna be able to concentrate in history either on wednesday. my body would probably be all tense, and my heart pounding, palms sweating.


Dear God, please let me finish this 4 mile in peace.



[83rd day of 2013: 7/10]

Leadership- nothin much
History-nothin much
Chinese-nothin much
PE-nothin much
Geometry-nothin much
English-nothin much
Biology-nothin much

Assembly-nothin much  sooo...woww..

really enjoyed the teacher'sa dance. that was the most interesting. color wars dance from each class..of course us, freshies were the worst. and seniors won everything, like usual.



very last part of the assembly the cheerleaders performed,  except an accident happened. and M.S. got injured with a torn ligament on the neck. (the flyer was super unbalanced and as she came down, she kicked or something into M.S. causing her to fall) Poor girl. I was at the very front and saw her panicked/hurt expression and she lies sobbing on the ground. Idk why her teammates kept performing. can they not see that she's obviously hurt. i understand that "the show must go on" but they continued their routine even when the teachers had ran in to help. WTFF.

well shes all okay now, thank God. I was actually really scared.


the thing i have to complain most about is the ppl around me. on the right side of me actually. it seems like everytime i go to the assembly, i'm always next to the ANNOYING AS FUCK popular ppl from tillicum MS. they're soo fudging annoying. when M.S. was on the ground, they ordered us to just sit, and the popular freaks were LAUGHING and saying stuff like "why do we have to sit/bend down, thats not gonna help." "is this like a funeral or somethin'" "why are they making it like a funeral?" stuff along those lines. i was soo pissed off. SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU TILLICUM BITCHES. cheerleading is a dangerous sport like every other sport out there. those girls perform their best for you and now ur laughing and talking about funeral as she lies on the ground. I WANTED TO SLAP THEM. have some respect you MOTHERFUCKERS.

"At what speed must I live...to be able to see you again?"

they are just so fucking immature. go back to elementary school and learn ur shit again. 

how would you guys feel if you're playing football and someone accidentally throws a football at you and u get hit. u have a torn ligament and u just lie on the huge football field as the whole crowd watches you. and everyone's respectful except for a group of idiots that just laugh at you and say "OHHH, IS THIS LIKE A FUNERAL OR SOMETHING" how would u guys feel HUH DUMBASS.

also, not only this. they were judging EVERY SINGLE performance swearing and saying "wtf is this" " i cant watch" etc. can u guys be respectful.



you guys are a disgrace to not only our class but to ur parents. 

your sick actions and words will haunt you when you least expect it. theres something called KARMA. maybe on the 4 mile next week, you'll run 2 laps and start throwing up and someone will laugh and say "OHH IS THIS A FUNERAL?!?" or maybe u'll grow up and ur really in love with a girl but they're really just a slut and playing with you.


moral: There's always consequences; think before you act.




[81st day of 2013: 6.6/10]

Labels: assembly, reflection

OHHH GAWDDD ;)

Wu Zun in Saving General Yang. Can't wait for the movie to come out!

Saving General Yang again! So much eye candy: Raymond Lam, Wu Zun, Vic Chou, and Ekin!

Leadership- changed seats! I sit next to M.S. now hes pretty friendly(:
History-gonna fall asleep.
Chinese-nothin much
PE-last day of weight training..
Geometry-Jeopardy Review. Zeus was being kinda annoying tho -.-
English-nothin much.
Biology-nothin much.






Kpop star and I talked today. And boyyyy, i am a happy girl today. I like the way he smells. He doesn't put on axe or cologne, instead, he gives off a fresh, detergent smell(: The smell of him(:

Geo. test tomorrow. 4 mile in a week and 2 days. IM SO FREAKING SCARED.





[77th day of 2013: 8.8/10]

Labels: kpop star, Raymond Lam, Vic Chou

Elective fair-

Labels: alex fong

HSPE week!

Labels: career, reflection

Daylight savings today..jumped forward a hour. Now its gonna be dark again when i walk to school, but, it'll get darker even later in the day so thats good.

HSPE week this coming week. Get to sleep in from Tue-Thu. yayyyy(:

more sleep and, im planning to watch like an ep. of drama in the morning too. maybe..if i can get up..

anyways, i hope this week will be good.


what else....ummm
i think thats it. my boring life. I haven't put in anything for weeks (2-3ish?) into my box of good things for this year. Happiness declined when Saturn got in a relationship, and I just don't notice the good anymore I guess.

Everyday is so plain. Hopefully I can put something in this week.

ACTUALLY WAIT, i just thought of something!! I forgot to put it in...omgg okay wait lemme go write it right now.




[69th day of 2013:6/10]

69th day?!? really... =.=

Long time no postttt~

Leadership- group stories with kpop star, A.W. (tall one), and Tiger N. except our story really sucked and didn't make sense...then continued presenting interviews to the class. the interviews are interesting cuz i learn cool & funny facts about ppl, and ppl also have funny questions and comments(: it also makes me learn about ppl on the inside...and seriously when someone like shares some kinda thought, likes, dislikes with me, i immidietaly go like"OMGG" in my head. and if its a guy i think "i want my bf to have the trait" hahaa. me and AW didn't get to go yet..theres only like 3-4 pairs left....

Danshui, Taiwan. soo pretty!

History-nothin much really. really need to work on talking more tho cuz Law gives participation pts :/

Chinese-skit. we got cut off cuz apparently ppl thought we were done performing. whateverr..

PE-the usual running. 2 mile ish?

Geometry-hate this unit...-.-

English-skit. ours turned out okay

Biology- nothin much


saw kpop star with a girl today after school, alone, in a pretty isolated area for +20min. ......somethings going onnn

theres quite a lot going on this week, like Divergent brochure for English, math test Friday on a confusing lesson and presentations like the 2 skits today, and also interview for Leadership..etc..


but next week will be muchh better. i just no it. or at least i hope so. cuz it's HSPE week and that means late starts for freshmen! I'm gonna use those effective hair curlers on wed. night for thu. so that even if it turns out bad, i have time to try to straighten it back. prob. will turn out okay tho. last time i had to style it, but it looked really pretty(: cant waitt



[64th day of 2013:6/10]

Labels: kpop star, taiwan