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(Emerging)Leadership-surprised that DJ.Y. is also in my class. the classroom is located at the same room as independent living and i had no trouble finding in at all, however almost everyone except like 6 were late. i sit next to 2 freshman which eases my anxiety a little. Tiger N, and Nicholas K. although i dont no them at all. one more surprising thing is having kpop star and helper R.L. (kpop star's frd too) in my class. never thought that would happen. first day went out okay, except that im more nervous now... there's also A.W. in my class. Kilcup is an okay teacher to me...so far. i think hes one of those teacher that if you're outgoing, ur gonna love him and really enjoy the class. but if ur me; if you're kinda shy and prefers not to be called on or joked on or whatever, ehhhh....this teacher's gonna scare you.

History(Law)-good seating charts. on the left side there's this girl i've never seen or heard of before, but she looks nice. She's white. on my right side it's S.N which im really familiar and comfortable with, thank God(: and behind me is I.Z. which im good with too. there's also a lot of other ppl in comfortable with including C.T. and M.B. and yeahh a few others. pretty good start, teacher seems okay and friendly...i THINK....so far. we also have a helper in this class.


Chinese-nothin much really. spent the whole period like drawing faces. I actually laughed quite a lott b/c of the faces my partner, W.C. drew and all the hilarious, hideous details J_s_n W. added.

PE-fitness unit.

•  i told u i wouldn't survive this unit. i told u i told u i told u. i know what im capable of doing, and i no my body the best. i can't freaking run a mile with my period okay. without period, yeahh i can do that. i just can't with period though. especially the BEGINNING of my period. like if its 3rd or 4th day i might be okay, but notttt on the 1st. I TOLD YOU. 
• soo what happened was that after the mile was that my stomach hurted like shizz. it wasn't and didn't even feel like normal period cramps anymore. cuz those dont' even hurt that much and for that long. so it hurted  like crazyyyy, and when i walked i felt dizzy, my vision starts to blur, and i feel weak all over. at first it felt okay, but then it really started to kick in. i mean what kind of period cramps make u dizzy and vision blurry. 

• i've ran the mile before, i dont get dizzy nor blurry vision. i dont get hella bad cramps. my body just can't handle first day of period+running a mile. it just doesnt work for me. not for my body. 
• plusss, its not the first time this has happened, im not just claiming that my body can't handle this out of the blue. this happened to me before, same occasion, towards the beginning of the year. 4th period pe. i knew my period was coming but hasnt yet, i ran the mile. and that day it was worse than today. cramps or whatever it is kicked in really early and it was baddd. dizziness and blurred vision also came in very fast. all this happened faster and nastier than what happened today. when i got home the day that that happened, my period started. DO YOU SEE WHAT I MEANNN. i've got trials of data. this is science. 
• M.L. was really nice and stayed out with me till the bell rang and some office people had to come get me with a wheel chair. i couldn't even walk cuz i was so weak and i was dizzy, blurred vision, and stomache, all those together, i couldn't walk. i could but i dont feel like it and i dont see any reason to either. i sat at this little covered area on the ground (it was kinda wet) and ML was just beside me. everyone else left already. Mr. O went to the office to get some assistance.

• ML stayed all the way until the office ppl came. thats when the bell rang anyways. But im so touched by her friendship(: i mean, i guess a lot of friends would do the same, but its just that when it actually happens, having a friend with you....its just touching :')
• so i was wheeled in, they put me down on a bed and gave me a hot water pack. i was sooo freaking weak and dizzy. i could barely even talk. everything came out as whispers. i lied on the bed all through 5th period and a part of lunch. during this time period i felt myself drifting to sleep, but i'd wake up suddenly each time when the bell rings (it ran a total of like 3 times), or when someone is near and talks. 
• i remember my hands/arms being so weak i couldn't even position the hot water pack on my abdomen. also at the time, i felt soo sleepy and worn out i wasn't even sure if i fainted for a few min. or if i just fell asleep. whatever i did, sleep or faint, my eyes remained close and my body and mind escaped reality for i dont even no how long. at first i really thought that i was just falling asleep, but now that i think about it, im not usually so tired as to i'll just fall asleep...especially in school. i tried hard not to doze off, but my body couldn't handle it. and im beginning to be convinced that i had...actually fainted for a few minutes. 

Krispy Kreme's glazed donuts <33

• my body finally repaired itself while i was suffering, and the nurse or whoever that was, checked in on me at the perfect time. i went to get my stuff from PE locker and went to lunch. i didnt buy a lunch but just ate some from my friends. i had no appetite anyways.
• im so scared for myself. i dont no why this is happening, and i dont no if this is serious and might be dangerous to me or not. does this have something to do with the cancer i got a few years ago?i dont wanna think about it......

Geometry- skipped.
English- continued watching Hotel Rwanda. Mr. O. likes to stop at reallyyyy intense and edge-of-the-seat scenes. it really kills all of us :/ we got a helper in this class.

Biology- nothing much. new lesson. kinda confusing.



went to math tutorial since i heard from a friend that if we wanted to know our scores beforehand we'd have to go find her. also heard that we've got a helper too. got soo many helpers in my classes now.. I got an A on my final(: i was sooooo happy since Ms. W said that the average final grade of all her geo. classes combined was like a 62%. and i was 1 of the 5 ppl that got an A in my class. i was dying of happiness. Thank you God. well..i really should be thanking myself for studying and putting in a great effort. but still, thank you God for blessing me and being there with me. (i dont even no if i believe in God)





[29th day of 2013: 2.8/10]

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