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(if u dont wannna read all of this, at least read the big letters, the big prints that pretty much summarize all my anger.)




Indep. living- nothin much really
PE-practiced a bit then got into performances. i will rant about that beloww. (Prepare for MAJOR frustration)
English- My friend, R.N gave me a bag of holiday treats, thanks sweetie! Mr. O is out, probably sick, since he has been coughing for the past few days, and hes rarely out. sub was okay. finished the movie Jakob the Liar. I cried at the end. well i didnt really cry, there were tears in my eye, and then i blinked and the tears fell down my face and then i had to wipe them away. so sad :'( A few of my friends did too.
Factoria- bought a few more presents for friends(:



Okay, PE. (if u dont wannna read all of this, at least read the big letters, the big prints that pretty much summarize all my anger.)

I'm sorry if the ppl in my dance group ever read this, or if stuff spread about what i said about them on my blog. It' just how I feel, and I have every right to express my anger and feelings.

so we did not have our moves down, we made up and changed some stuff last minute. we were unorganized, unready, and honestly, TERRIBLE. Every other group was better than us. And we got a 16/20. Thats a B. Why? cuz L.G., E.B, and S.S were all stubborn as crap, all insisted in their ways, and all had veryyyy strong opinions. Which means that they don't even listen to each other. and when S.S suggests an idea, L.G. puts on her stupid attitude face and complains, instead of saying in a nice way that she disagrees. I'm just soo fudging tired of my group. All they do is suggest one thing, someone objects, come up with another move, tries out the move, someone complains its too hard, suggest another thing, someone objects, come up with another move, tries out the move, someone complains its too hard, etc.. SERIOUSLY. STOP FUCKING ARGUING. I'm just soo pissed off.



and S.S just cares too much about her grades, for ex: "I just want to get a good grade." STOPPPP stressing out. and stoppp changing stuff. PUH LEASEE. I AM BEGGING YOU.

And L.G, quit it with the stupid attitude. Stop looking at other guys, stop obsessing over them, and PLEASEEE pay attention. stop looking at other groups too. FOCUSS.




E.B. thanks for being nicer than L.G when objecting S.S's opinions.

I want to tell those 3 to shut the fuck up for the whole dance unit and let Chloe C., Celine C, and me take over. We're the ones that just keep quiet, listen to them argue, and follow what they say. I want the 3 that always argue to be the followers, and for us to take over. We don't speak up, but if we do, we probably won't argue as intense as you guys, to the point that S.S has tears in her eyes.



I don't want our friendship to be ruined because of one stupid dance routine. And with S.S having tears--that just doesn't work out. She's stressed out, and I totally understand, but sometimes you just need to chill.

Now, S.S. and some others wants to re-do it,(ESPECIALLY S.S), and L.G doesn't really want to. My opinion? (which i didn't say) IF YOU GUYS ARE GONNA FUCKING KEEP ARGUING AND CHANGE A MOVE EVERY 1 MIN. WE'RE GONNA END UP WITH THE SAME FUCKING GRADE IDIOTS. There's seriously no point in re-doing it in front of everyone AGAIN on Friday if they keep arguing. We'll just embarrass ourselves in front of everyone like we did today.

Urghhhh......



Back to today....

so after we did our performance, our group, except for me went to sit on the farther side of the gym, and I went and sat at the closer side, with M.L. After the dance, I was just so tired of my group, tired of me messing up because we didn't practice, because they kept changing every move so I couldn't keep up, so all of us only had less than 10 min. to practice the final thing. And then saying that we'd do this (specific) dance move, but on the final thing, no one did the (specific) dance move.

So I went and sat with M.L. and i just POURED out all my feelings. I could not hold them in. And i was sooo glad she was in my class too, that I'd have someone to talk to. And as I rant to her about our fail group, I found tears collecting up in the back of my eyes.



I want to get a good grade too; everyone does. But if something doesn't changes about the way S.S, L.G, and E.B bosses the group, then we won't be dancing to What Makes You Beautiful, we'd be dancing to What Makes You FAIL.

Also, the things we wear. After I got home, I found another message on my fb sent by S.S. to the whole group saying the NEW moves she had thought of (SEE WHAT I MEAN BY ALL THAT RANT ABOVE?!?), and then saying that we should wear all white because it's also white out for our school spirit week.



At this point, theres  NO reason why we should even be talking about what we're wearing. What we wear shouldn't even matter if our dance is good.

I really don't know whats gonna happen on Friday but whatever it is, I just hope everything turns out okay. I just hope that our group can cooperate more, focus during practice, listen to each other's opinions, and respect other views. 




I'm gonna end my rant and complain, and I will make my final statement here:
If I had a chance to go back and re choose our groups, I'd join ANY, and I mean ANY, other groups without hesitation.


**Sorry if the profanity used in this post offended anyone of made anyone uncomfortable.**

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