Sunday, September 2, 2012
4:03 PM
Before school starts
Back from Taiwan for a while now, and haven't updated my blog for a while now too.
Just something I'd like to point out tho:
After coming back, I barely go on Tumblr anymore. Maybe cuz I really don't have the time. Or maybe i'll be obessesed with Tumblr after a while.
Yesterday I went to my Chinese School's TA orientation. My teacher is new and teaches 3rd grade. She's pretty nice. Looking forward to a good year. Hopefully the kids are good. They better behave.
School starts in 2 days. I'm really scared actually. After 8th grade I was superrr excited, but slowly, over the summer the
excitement turned into fear.
Things I'm scared of/worrying about:
- Getting lost and being late to class for the first few days of school.
- Going into a class and not knowing anyone there so I'm just there for the rest of the year being a loner.
- Too much homework.
- Geometry and Bio. stuff I won't understand.
- Freshman 4 mile.
- Weird and strict teachers who grade harshly.
- Getting bad grades.
- Homecoming and Tolo
And here's me comforting myself and whoever else that has the same fear(s) as me:
- a freshman, new to the school. No teacher is gonna care if you're a few min. late for the first few days. You'll get use to it, like how u got use to old Tyee and Ringdall Tyee.
- You'll make new friends. In 8th grade, for the first few days, u thought u were gonna be a loner. but then u made new friends.
- Then don't procrastinate. Stop going on fb and doing hw at the same time.
- Ask bro, dad, or friends. or go to tutorial and ask teachers.
- There's gonna be a bunch of ppl in ur PE class. There's ppl who run slow and ppl who run fast. You definitely won't be the last one. Pluss there's a lottttta training b4 the 4 mile, which is 2nd semester.
- Don't blurt out. Do your best. You've always maintained an okay status with teachers.
- Everyone says 9th grade is easier than 8th. You'll be finee.
- Homecoming-There's tonnnnnss of guys out there. If not even one asks u, then they're missing and out. They'll regret it. Tolo- see what happens at homecoming first.
Sorry, i just HAD to tell my problems and fears to something, it feels better than keeping it all in.
Ohh and a few more things:
my schedule. I have some classes that i don't think ANYONE in this world has.
WHo the fudge has Piano. I'll bet im gonna be in a class with all these upperclassmen. URGHHH. Oh well....i already know piano. It'll be easy. And I guess piano is a great way to start the school...
And who the fuck has leadership first period 2nd semester. only me. and probably....again, some upperclassmen. ARGHHH kill me. OMG my bro's gonna have leadership with me. We'll be in separate groups and all that. but okay. WTFudge do u do in leadership.
okay im done worrying.
thanks for reading my rant. if u did...
gonna go clam myself down now by listening to my JJ Lin CD (that i bought in Taiwan) *squeal* with my bro's speakers(:
Labels: fears, reflection