Friday, June 22, 2012
11:01 PM
Bye Tyee/Middle School Reflection
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Congratulations to the class of 2016 for graduating middle school! (although middle school grad. doesnt even matter. or count for anything) |
Today was the last day of school, i actually dont no how i feel.
I'll see my friends in the fall again, probably before then, cuz chances are, we'll hang over the summer. But...highschool. I'm just soo not ready for that. I'm scared, and highschool is when everything counts.
And 4 years of highschool. I'll get use to it by the end of the first year. But i know that before we no it, it's gonna be the end of highschool. And then college.
I wanna stay as a child forever.
Anyways, today's talent show...
Ehh...it was okay, some ppl were reallyy good
And then the
tunnel of tears. I didn't cry when going through that thing. I cried towards the end when everyone was hugging their friends and stuff. B.W was crying so hard and when I hugged her, yeah, it just came out. It felt good to let it out tho. My tears didn't last long, only for about 3-5minutes. But it felt reallyy good to get it out.
Before I go on to my reflection of middle school:
The new theme that u guys chose (theme 4) did not work, the person that created the html messed up/didn't do a good job. I'm soo sorry to everyone that voted :/ So i chose another theme (another one of the candidate, theme 2 or 3), and today, I spent like 1-2 hours getting the HTML perfect for that theme, cuz it didn't fit at first. Urghh, so much work, but html is so fun! :D
And i still need to do a bit more editing and stuff, but I'll probably change the template/theme next week.
Reflection of middle school: (
click read more to see it)
Middle school went by fast than i thought, especially 8th grade. I'm gonna start with 6th grade tho.
Old tyee, green lockers. Outside school.The ground was full of disgusting gum from the past..who nos how many years. My hair was still short from cancer and looking back right now, damnn I looked ugly. But I don't care. I went through cancer, and I'm proud of that.
I met a lot of my friends in 6th grade...kinda.
Oh and I remember camp. That was soo fun, but freezing. I wanna go there again.
I remember liking this dude in 6th grade, my friend and I made up a nickname for him, called "pineapple". I'm reflecting and thinking to myself, wow, i was stupid. Yeah, he's cute and got the looks. But he's stupid, rude, and he makes the stupidest choices like....d_ugs. If he asked me out right now, I wouldn't even have to think. Ahh...i was so stupid.
Next came 7th grade. WOW...drama, drama, drama. I met one of my best friends, (Kirby) this year.
And I also fell in love with Mr. Mascara. Pshh..he has sooo many nicknames. His nickname on this blog is Mr. Mascara, 1 group of my frd has another nickname for him, and another group of my friends has another nickname for him. So, yeah.
Anyways, I fell for him really hard. He made me cry :/
I don't regret any of it though. I think experiencing these stupid crush/love thingies make me grow and mature. It helps me get the next guy.
Anyways, I saw Mr. Mascara at the assembly today, and I was surprised.
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They look so happy... *sigh* high school graduation...DONT EVER COME. |
okay, 8th grade. This is gonna be the longest.
I met quite a lotta ppl this year, whether they're my best friends, or just my friends.
I've also gained a lot of
experiences, friendship lessons, etc. And this year I began to look in the deeper questions. Like highschool, college, and my future career. THis year, I started worrying about these things that may seem so far away, but will come in a
blink of an eye.
I remember the 1st day of 8th grade, in 2nd period, PE. I barely knew anyone, and old friends gathered in groups to talk. No one has bothered to get new friends yet. So I just sat there with some of my not so close friends. As I sat there, I looked out onto the gym. And I thought of 7th grade. I thought of Mr. Mascara and
tears came to my eye. At that time, I missed him soo much. And I missed my PE class to much. As the semester goes on, I made a LOT of friends in my PE class, and everything got better.
Later in the year, in PE, i met egg tart. Well I didn't meet him, I started to notice him. And after a while, I thought I liked him. So I told some friends and stuff. But, truth is, I don't like him. I only thought he was hot. I used him to make myself stop thinking of Mr. Mascara. I can tell u right now, that hes freaking hot, but I can also tell u that
I DONT LIKE HIM, and I never did.
Some of my friends may say "yeah right" or they might sound unconvinced. Well, in that case, they dont know my well enough. That's all I gotta say.
Before this whole Egg tart thing happened...I found out that
a guy liked me. It was in November. And at first I didn't believe it. My friend, ML already "saw" it. I saw the symptoms, but I really thought that it was just friendship, nothing more. I actually remember our first convo, when I started to realize the "symptoms".
Anyways...that's another story that I won't get into right now.
Umm what else in 8th grade...I learned to survive through a class with absolutely no friends in it. (media tech 7th period). i was such a loner. At least the ppl around me were funny xD
Well I guess that's it for my reflection...pretty boring huh?
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