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Name: Miranda
Birthday: January 19th
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Friday, January 20, 2012
1:50 PM
Disappointed
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| No matter how long I wait, the person I want to wait for will never come, but "Baby I will wait for you, cuz i dont no what else i can do. don't tell me i ran out of time if it takes the rest of my life baby i will wait for you... i really need you in my life no matter what i have to do, i'll wait for you <3" (2nd to 6th line taken from Wait For You by Elliot Yamin) |
So...yesterday was my birthday and i was actually REALLY disappointed. Yes, I've gotten tons of happy birthdays on my wall and a drawing from one of my friend, and will get another drawing on Monday, but...
Sigh..some people. Some people that use to be your best friend. Some people you use to walk home with, that use to gives you advice...now won't even post a single happy birthday on your wall.(they were on facebook for HOURS) We didn't fight. We just changed, I guess.
And some people...at school they act so nice..they'll smile at you, and say hi once in a while. But when it comes to my birthday, they won't even say happy birthday. People really do change. And I'm very disappointed at those who changed dramatically. They're the ones that's suppose to say hi, to smile, to AT LEAST say happy birthday even when we haven't talked for months. I say happy birthday to the ppl that I use to be friends with. So why is it so hard for THEM to even say happy birthday.
WOW..and as I write this, I'm becoming angry again. Not entirely angry...really disappointed though. SUPER. DISAPPOINTED.
I also realized that I never stopped thinking about Mr.Mascara after...all these months. Egg tart is more like a replacement. For me to stop thinking about Mascara guy. But I still can't let go of him. And..i dont think i've ever really liked egg tart. He's hot, and he gives me that "feeling" once in a while...but when I really think about it...I'm only using him for me to forget about Mr. mascara.
Now that I'm 14, i've realized a few things and I've figured out the different types of ppl in my life:
- Who my true friends are
- the people that still consider me as a friend even when we haven't talked for a while
- the people that can forget about you and act like you never existed in their life.
- The person that I can never forget...
Why is life so complicated when you get older?
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| I am waiting for someone that will never come... |
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