Thursday, September 1, 2011
1:39 PM
September First
It's September First. You know what that means? It means its been one whole year since I've liked Mr. Mascara. One whole damn year. Wow. A year passed by really quick. If I could I want to go back to the beginning of seventh grade. I want to start over and make new decisions.
I'm gonna write this poem about how I feel right now (Based on a song) :
I'm afraid it'll take a whole day if we were to talk about how much I miss you.
I will get used to eating lunch alone and viewing the sea alone.
Even if late at night I feel cold, lonely, and loses some sleep,
As long as I find who I truly love,
I won't choose another guy.
I will get used to going to school alone and taking the bus alone.
I will still hangout and go shopping with my friends.
For two people to fall deeply in love with each other is hard.
Why is the world so cold?
I will always remember the days we were together.
It'll be hard to separate us in the next life.
School's starting soon. Tomorrow's TCOB day. And then school starts next Tuesday. Sigh. I don't want school to start.
6th grade WEB orientation was today. Too bad I didn't get to be a WEB leader. I really wanted to be one. Oh well...just gonna have to wait...umm...lemme see....4 more years to get another chance to be a Link Crew Leader. When I'm a junior. And if I don't get in, I'll still have senior year.
I don't know what to say now.
[I'm letting go of everything, but I still can't move forward nor move back.]