Asian/Personal Tumblr
Food, Fotography Tumblr
Instagram


Challenges & Reviews:

Movie Reviews
Drama Reviews
30 Day Drama Challenge
7 Deadly Sins Challenge

Short Fanfics & Celebs:

Short Fanfictions
JJ Lin
Magic Power
Raymond Lam
Kevin Cheng
Linda Chung
TVB Related

Personal:

Reflection/Deep posts
Birthdays
Dreams
School Related

Coding/Design: Yours-Tragically
Icons: Enlaced

November 2010
December 2010
January 2011
February 2011
March 2011
April 2011
May 2011
June 2011
July 2011
August 2011
September 2011
October 2011
November 2011
December 2011
January 2012
February 2012
March 2012
April 2012
May 2012
June 2012
July 2012
August 2012
September 2012
October 2012
November 2012
December 2012
January 2013
February 2013
March 2013
April 2013
May 2013
June 2013
July 2013
August 2013
September 2013
October 2013
November 2013
December 2013
January 2014
February 2014
March 2014
April 2014
May 2014
June 2014
August 2014
September 2014
October 2014
December 2014
February 2015
March 2015
April 2015
June 2015
July 2015
August 2015
September 2015
October 2015
December 2015
January 2016
February 2016
March 2016
June 2016
July 2016
November 2016
December 2016
June 2017
July 2017
September 2017

Okay, so I'm gonna try to keep this entry short. Here we go--

LA- Inspiring quotes...
PE- football. Today Eren Y. passed me the ball two times. The first time i only caught it with one hand and so it slipped off. The second time the sun completely blocked my view. I couldn't even see the ball coming towards me. So it just landed. On the grass. I feel Sooooo bad. I feel bad that I let my team down and most of all I knew EY was really hoping I could run a touchdown since no one was blocking me. I'm always out in the open. Ughh...
Science- Nothing much
Chinese- nothing much
Algebra- Inequalities! Umm i liked the solving for equations better...Tomorrow is MSP for math
SS- nothing much. But this period seemed to go by really fast today. I actually like SS. The teacher is pretty okay, and I have quite a few friends in here!
Office Asst.- nothing much. Went to the choir room twice.

Guess what? Today is Mr.Mascara's birthday. He's 15 now. Gosh so old. Well Happy Birthday. 

Thats it for now.
Bye.

LA- got the french for my project. urgh i dont wanna do the project..

PE- pin guard. OMG, the guys in my pe class throw sooo freaking hard. Even the 8th graders last year didnt throw that hard. One ball hitted my leg and within like 5 seconds it got all red.

Science- borring. i hate science. and the teacher isnt so great either

Chinese- sub! Tang laoshi! this period was actually pretty dreadful. Me and G.Z's book project stressed me out. I had to draw all the pictures and color all of them in. She only has to write the Hanzi and nothing else. Dude, the hanzi is sooo much easier. It's not fair, I have to do so much more work. Urgh.

Math- math was okay.

Lunch-...ehh im not gonna go into the fun details. DP ;)

SS- I LOVE THIS CLASS. its hilarious!! Andrew was singing...and goofing off and other ppl were also doing sutff. I like this class(:

Office Asst. - it was okay today. nothing major, no major stories to tell.

I love his eyes...they stand out!

Well a lot of fun stuff happened recently. And im not really keeping track of all of them...
So here's what happened 2day:

In math I sit next to Jakob L and yesterday we took a quiz and we had to put folders up to separate ppl from "looking" and then after the test i didnt put down my folder yet, and JL was like "You can put ur folder down. Im not that ugly, u can look at me." I was just like "Okay?" LOL, that guy's hilarious. , and today we were doing some work stuff. and he was confused and stuff so he basically copied everything i wrote. and he keeps talking 2 me...

Today in SS Andrew B. came up 2 me and said stuff. and then he asked me if my name was katie? I'm like no, my name is miranda. and then he's like oh sorry! and then he touched my chin. im like wt the eff. anyways, then he winked at me. which was really weird. He does that to everyone, but when u really experience it, its just weird.

And then we were passing our auto biography brochures around. we had to look and leave nice comments on 3 of the brochures. My desk partner, Andy L. looked at it first. The first he noticed, or i should say the only thing he noticed was the cancer part.and then he passed it to Pineapple (my first crush) and secretly inside im like "F***!" Cuz even tho i dont like him anymore, its just awkward. the comment he had left was something alongg this line "i feel sorry that u got cancer, and im glad that you got through it" something like that. It turns out that all 3 ppl that looked at my brochure all said stuff about cancer and nothing else -.-


And then during tutorial today I went to Ms.Hershey's classroom with ML. i was gonna go to the library with GZ but she had to go home. When it was 3:52 ML and I were the only ones there. We decided to play apples to apples and soon ms. H joined us for like 5~10 ish rounds. It was really fun :) I love ms. H. Too bad I dont have her. And then yeah, it was a really fun tutorial.

After that, on the activity bus me and SN showed Colleen Y. and Isabel Z. the photo of Kevin Cheng. We told them to guess how old he was. CY guessed 20 and IZ guessed 30. CY was pretty surprised when we told her that he was actually 40. well 42 to be exact. I'm so proud of CY for saying that he was 20 :) He did look really young!


That's about it I guess. Pretty good day 2day, hope 2morrow will also be a good day.

Labels: Kevin Cheng

I...can't believe it. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.I saw him. I saw him. I saw him.


It happened during 7th period. I was gonna deliver a note and when I came out of the attendance office, to the right far side, there he was. Just standing there. Facing me. No one was in the hallway. Just me and him. I must've looked for about 10 seconds, turned around so my back was facing him. Thought to myself: "OMGOMGOMG." And then turned back around to see him again just  to make sure it really was him. Not an illusion. When I came back from delivering the note, he was gone. But I was satisfied enough.
On the bus later on, I saw him again.

Today was an okay day. I met 2 new people. Both 8th graders. One in my PE class. This korean girl. I don't know what her name is though.. teehee, i gotta ask her tomorrow. Met her through some PE friends. She's new here. And she's also on my bus :)
The other is also a girl. Today was her first day. She has a pretty complicated name. I'll ask for her name again 2morrow. LOL. umm she's in my math class. (super glad! i hope we become close friends, cuz i have no frd in math.) and we also ate lunch together today :)

My other new friend, G.Z from yesterday is getting along really well. She already knew some people and she can fit in really fast and really well. Hope she won't forget about me D:

Umm that's about it.

Hope tomorrow would be EVEN better.

I MISS YOU AND I WANNA TALK TO YOU, BUT I CAN'T.

Well, today's the first day of school...and it went out okay i guess.
Here's my schedule for the first semester:
LA
PE
Physics
Chinese 2
Algebra 1
SS
Office Asst

Classes I like: 
LA (close friends in this class+teacher is nice :D )
SS (Funny desk partner! somewhat close friends in the class too! )
Office Asst (Basically a free period. Relaxing and I can finally have time to think about stuff)

Classes that are okay:
Physics (Sitting by a nice girl. Small class. 2 other frds also in the class)
Chinese 2 (Sitting by a friend. Easy class. But I miss the 8th graders, well they're 9th graders now. But they were the funniest. sigh.)

Classes I hate:
PE (A few friends, but not close with them. Makes me think about Mr. You know who that had PE with me last year, which makes me real sad. and i dont wanna run.)
Algebra 1 (ABSOLUTELY NO friends in this class. lonely as hell. they say the teacher is nice, but that doesnt matter if u dont even have a single friend in the class)

This was a really long day, actually. I'll start ALL the way from the beginning.

Okay, so on the bus, and I saw Grace Z.!! She's AL's friend. I was sooo surprised. And then she said she had moved cuz her parents wanted her to go to Newport HS. I was probably like the first person she knew there. LOL. And then on the bus I was thinking about Yoshi, and how on that day he squished me. Sigh. I miss him.

Then, I got my schedule, went to my locker. OMG, my locker is freaking hard to open. Like the top part of the locker is jammed. But I still manage to open them everytime. People around my locker are all last name alphabetically type thingy. I got a top locker by the way. To my left there's ML :))))), and besides ML, to the left, there's CL. umm...to my right side diagonally is CL (asian one). And about 2 or 3 spaces to the left of me is AL. Pretty satisfied with my locker :)

Next, classes. 1st period was okay. 2nd period (PE) was HORRIBLE. As I said up there, i had barely any friends. And the place keeps reminding me of him. And when people were playing basketball, I keep thinking he would be there, sitting down on the end of the line for shooting basketballs.(That's what I saw him doing last year, on like the 3rd day.) I just...miss him so much. And throughout the day I keep thinking that I'll see him eventually. At lunch or whatever. It's really hard to let go of him. And today, when I didn't talk to my friend in the class, I just stared at the hoop he would shoot in. And I would remember. And tears would come to my eye. And then it would be really hard to fight them back. And before I know it my glasses would get kind of watery. Luckily, I always fought it off. I really should just move on. He's not even hot.  I wonder who reads this blog ._.

Algebra was also a drag. I sit next to Jakob L. and JaJa is in my class. Which makes me really really nervous cause if he recognizes my name and then he'll know I was texting him and stuff. Urghh...
Also, no one's in my class. No one good. All the popular people is in that class. They made a HORRIBLE class arrangement right there.

Lunch was also horrible. WAyyyy too much people. I wanna go to 1st lunch. They say there's only a couple of 8th grade asians. But ML is in that lunch!

SS was really interesting. I sit by Gannon...something. He's a funny guy. And in front of me sits MT :D And also pineapple (my 1st crush. I don't like him anymore) is in my class. Urghh....

Office Asst was also really interesting. My partner is Mike H. We were in the same class in...4th grade. He's a pretty nice guy. Anyways, we went around and got attendance from over half the classes. It took quite a long time, but it was fun. And then we also had to sort through the files. And...that's basically it. We don't have to do quite as much next week though, when the electronic attendance will be ready and stuff...

Other cool or random stuff:
When I went to get the attendance for ML's choir class I saw HIS sister. yeah...
I had no trouble at all finding the location of my classes :D

Then, on the bus ride back to home, there was a LOT of people so I had to let Alex N. sit inside. And then G.Z. came, and I scooted over for her to sit. And then us 3 were all talking. Mostly me and AN though. LOL, cuz GZ and A.N had just met...in a class. Anyways, and then CL (the closer friend), shouted out across the seat (she sat across the aisle), and said "Miranda! You're flirting!" (At that time I was talking to A.N. only and I guess she saw it.) And I was like "What the heck? no.." and A.N was like "we're just having a conversation..." and I was like "yeah..." ehh..=.= awkward.... We're just friends...ish. We met in 4th grade. and then had science together in 7th grade. He's a funny guy LOL.

That's it. What a day. It seemed really long. Hope the 2nd day will be better.

[ "Missing someone is our heart's way of reminding you that you love them" ]

 On sat. I went volunteering with my mom and bro for this Tzu Chi Special Olympics thing(Olympics for mentally retarded people). My mom's friend also came along. We decided to drove her and her twins together. The twins are guys that's going to be seniors at NHS. Pretty big huh? yeah, i know. Anyways, on the car I had to sit next to them. It was...pretty awkward...in a good way. *wink* *wink* ;D

The event was held at the park across from Bellevue Square. It was actually pretty fun. There were food and drinks. I ate a vietnamese sandwich! an asian bread, fruit punch, and other stuff. And basically what I did was play with them. You know, like the Olympics. Special Olympics.

Some of the "special" people there were really talented. Like, this one that could draw really well, and this other guy knew how to play the trumpet. They were pretty cool.

Anyways, after spending around 5-6 hours there (from 12-5 or 6pm), we headed home..with the twins. The car ride back wasn't as awkward, considering that we've just spent around 5 hours together.

And that's about it, for that day.




I can't believe school is gonna start tomorrow. Summer wasn't long enough. I need more time to rest and play and sleep in and watch canton dramas.
Well, I guess the fun has to end somehow, someday.

I remember 3 years ago, when I had cancer. I remember the day before school started (for normal people) and I was in the hospital. And I was so happy that I didn't have to go to school. Sigh. Let's go back to that day shall we? Where I don't have to worry about school for a long time.

Anyways, that's it for now...wish me luck in 8th grade!!

Labels: reflection, volunteering

It's September First. You know what that means? It means its been one whole year since I've liked Mr. Mascara. One whole damn year. Wow. A year passed by really quick. If I could I want to go back to the beginning of seventh grade. I want to start over and make new decisions.
I'm gonna write this poem about how I feel right now (Based on a song) :

I'm afraid it'll take a whole day if we were to talk about how much I miss you.


 I will get used to eating lunch alone and viewing the sea alone.
Even if late at night I feel cold, lonely, and loses some sleep,
As long as I find who I truly love,
I won't choose another guy.


I will get used to going to school alone and taking the bus alone.
I will still hangout and go shopping with my friends.
For two people to fall deeply in love with each other is hard.
Why is the world so cold?
I will always remember the days we were together.
It'll be hard to separate us in the next life.



School's starting soon. Tomorrow's TCOB day. And then school starts next Tuesday. Sigh. I don't want school to start.

6th grade WEB orientation was today. Too bad I didn't get to be a WEB leader. I really wanted to be one. Oh well...just gonna have to wait...umm...lemme see....4 more years to get another chance to be a Link Crew Leader. When I'm a junior. And if I don't get in, I'll still have senior year.

I don't know what to say now.

[I'm letting go of everything, but I still can't move forward nor move back.]