Sunday, July 10, 2011
6:08 PM
Replacement
Today I think I came to realization. I finally realize that I'll never be with the one I like. I might as well give up, but its hard. Every girl wishes to have a guy that will love them like no other. And im no exception. But how will you know when you have found THE ONE? People get marry, then they divorce. In my opinion, if a couple is gonna divorce, they might as well never have married, never have met each other in the first place. But its these marriages and divorces, its these relationships that we get experience from. And how will we know if we're gonna divorce or not anyway?
In stories, in movies, in dramas there's always a beautiful ending. The girl can ALWAYS be with the guy at last. But why can't this ever happen to some people in real life? It's like these stories, and movies, and dramas are out there to tease you. To make you jealous. To make you realize what you dont have, what your missing.
In these stories, there's always a "bad" person there, to steal away someone's love. To try to break the relationship. Is there that kind of "bad" person in the real world? Have you ever wondered that maybe YOU are the "bad" person? Maybe you are the extra one out there that's causing trouble?
Last year I liked this guy. His nick name is "pineapple". I thought i was gonna like him forever. I thought he meant everything to me. I didn't think I was ever gonna give up on him. Until this year. Guess what happened? I completely forgot about him. Well, I didn't forget. But I don't like him anymore. Not one bit. And now that I look back, I wonder why I even liked him in the first place. He was replaced by the person I like today. So the person I like today..., will I let him slip away from my heart just like pineapple? Will there be another person out there next year to replace him? There can't be replacements after replacements.
I want my love relationship to be like the ones in stories, movies, and dramas. And I believe that a lot of people out there wants this too. But for now, we just gotta wait. We just have to wait for the RIGHT ONE to come. It may take years but when the right one comes, it's all worth the waiting.Labels: reflection