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before i start anything, i just wanted to throw one thing out there. this is my 99th blogpost! i found that kinda interesting, ok let's begin the reflection...


i dont no if i can make it through the blog post without crying. im tored up inside.
ok so this is what happened 2day, on the last day of school.
went to first period, attendance and stuff. walked down to gym. sat down. watched ppl perform, 8th graders go through the tunnel of tears ( all teachers and staffs(?) stand in 2 lines forming a space in the middle. 8th graders walk thru, shaking hands w/ teachers or hugging) then 6th and 7th graders went out. i walked around hugging ppl, saying byes and crying. got pushed around. missed the bus. had 2 walk 2 factoria w/ a couple friends. after factoria sophie went home w/ me. the end.

when i was hugging ppl and all that, i just couldn't help but cry. it was soo sad. 2 no that i wont see them for another like 2 years. and 2 no that i wont see some of my friends for 3 months. its 2 long of a time. every year students cry. and this year's 7th and 8th graders were no exception. corrina was trying 2 push me into JC. she was successful once. i landed like sideways onto his body. and then i walked away quickly. awkward. if i really did hug him tho, i would just cry. i would cry so hard i wouldn't be able to stop until after 10 min. sophie also almost got AL 2 hug me. he seemed fine w/ that. willingly in fact. but i didnt really wanna hug him. he'll think i like him. and if i hug him, i'll tear up again. i swear.

my friend CT was crying pretty badly 2. and it was actually her that made me cry. just seeing her cry like that--dang man! i wanna cry again...

later i was standing w/ SN and another friend waiting for CL w/ my eyes red and wet and i heard my math teacher (mrs. Johnson) call out 2 me. she said bye miranda. and im like bye. and then shes like no more tears! but that just made me turn away and cry more. i was gonna miss her. a lot. she doesnt teach 8th grade math. she was a great math teacher.

later when i was walking down 2 factoria w/ my friends we saw my old besties BW, MW. SN hugged them and when they passed us, they waved at me. i waved back. they also had tears in their eyes. just b4 MW walked away i said "can i have a hug?" and then we hugged. more tears came into my eyes. and then i hugged BW. i miss them. soo much. and 2day we just all let it go. idk if we're friends again but i do no that we took a break from our fight.

@ factoria, we saw them again. we hugged again. and i was so close 2 tears again. MW said that she missed me and i said i missed her too. BW said sorry and i said no, im sorry. and then we went our separate ways. im gonna miss them a lot over the summer. when i see them on fb, i'll talk 2 them. and maybe things will be okay again? i mean those 2 hugging moments seem pretty real 2 me.

one of the ppl i will miss the most is JC. I dont know how he felt 2day. did he feel sad to leave his 7th grade hommies? did he feel happy 2 get out of tyee? did he feel happy that he doesnt have 2 see me anymore? sigh. he made my 7th grade year unforgettable. 7th grade will probably be one of the most dramatic ones for  me.

another person i will miss a lot if UT. i was hoping he would at least come on the last day of school. but he didn't. how can he miss school on the last 2 days of 8th grade graduation?!? hes such a bad boy, but he'll always be in my heart. and maybe i'll see him in 2 years? if he doesnt miss 2 much school...

what else should i talk about..?

oh ya, next year, when i graduate, i wonder what will happen? will i cry? i bet i will, and i bet i'll cry even harder than this year. i dont even want to think about the tunnel of tears. it's so sad. i dont think i'll be able to face all my teachers i had throughout middle school. Sure, every teacher was once mean, but they were also nice. sigh. why am i even thinking about this? there's still one more year.

Well i guess i'll wrap up my long reflection here. Have a nice summer everyone!! 8th graders-i'll miss you guys so much! even if u guys dont no me, it just feels like we're all a big family~ Good luck as a freshman in high school!! :)


[tears of joy?]

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