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SS- mulan and ate stuff and signed yearbooks
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Today may seem like a relaxing day...but it isn't for me.
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I remember the first day of 7th grade. I hopped of the bus and asked Briannah Y. where to get the schedules. I got mine and met up with several old friends. Later i went to 1st period and sat next to a bestie. (b/c of last names).
it all didnt' seem like 2 long ago. but now the school year was ending. it went by 2 fast. i can't keep up with it.

Another memory was in pe on the friday of the 1st week. The day my crush talked to me. The day i began falling into a deep hole. The day i drove myself nuts from love. Everything started on that day. but if i could re-live it, i wouldn't change anything. well maybe one thing. i would talk back to him. i wouldnt let him find out i like him. i would be his friend. sigh. its all 2 late tho.

there's so many pleaseant and unpleasent memories...

I met a lot of amazing ppl this year. And i thank them for making this year unique and interesting.

I'll really miss the 8th graders. Although this year's 8th graders weren't exactly the best or the nicest, i'll miss them. a lot.
i'll survive tho. b/c this isn't the end, it's only the beginning. its like spending a year apart to think, to have more freedom.

today on facebook many pictures of 8th grade graduation students appeared on my newsfeed. they look so happy. are they really that happy 2 be graduating? everyone of them has a big smile on their face. everyone looks happy 2 get outta tyee. it hurts to go through the pictures. it hurts to think that loved ones are leaving me. i feel abandoned.

i dont no what else 2 say, b/c if i type anything more, im gonna break down into tears.

i dont know why im so freakin stupid. they're just 8th graders. they're normal ppl. im gonna see them again in 2 years, maybe less. why am i missing them so much? why am i getting so emotional over these ppl? who are they? i dont even no them that well. screw me. i have the weirdest mind. ever.

well 2morrow is IT. its the big day. and its finally coming. (not like i wanted it 2 come or anything). i hope it wont be 2 emotional. i hope i dont break down into tears. i hope...i hope i'll get to see them again.

[one. last. time.]

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