Tuesday, March 8, 2011
7:15 PM
Ten things i hate about you
"I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car.
I ahte it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots,
and the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick--it even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right.
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh--
even worse when you make me cry.
I hate it that you're not around,
and the fact that you didnt call.
But mostly I hate the way I dont hate you--
not even close, not even a little bit,
not even at all."
That quote up there? It's so touching. And cute. It's from the movie "Ten Things I hate About You".
I can totally relate to this poem.
Anyways...
SS- Buddhism
LA- poem, monologue, short clips
Chinese- chinese revolution...
Health- started new unit. Healthy Relationships.
Lunch- First day of not looking at funny ppl. It's not that hard, in fact its not hard at all. My friends say they're proud of me for doing so good, but they dont no me. Cuz if the really do, they'll no that its not hard--at all.
Science- nothin much
Math- Did a confusing lesson. I almost fell asleep.
Art- contour shoe drawing. I need like one more design~
*sigh* As days go on, i cant help but think about the end of the year. What will happen then? No more 8th graders. No more funny guys. It wont be the same. Especially on the bus. No one will argue with us if we sat in the bak. The 8th graders wont squish us. And if that doesnt happen...It just wont be the same. Nothing will be...ever again. [wow that kinda rhymed xD]
*sigh* [again]
map test tomorrow, i think i'll be able to get an A. At least i hope so.
Oh i gotta talk 2 dad about the neon glow in the dark social. Last year's neon glow in the dark social was so fun with ML[bestie] and ML[ the one who was in my cabin]. we danced. we laughed. we listened to great songs. It was awesome. But now?
The place is different. It's smaller. The songs suck b/c this year's 8th graders [and other ppl] can't choose dance- able songs. [geez] and one of my bestie ML wont be able to go. :/ At the social- it'll just be with my other friends, and thats kinda sad cuz i hang out w/ them everyday, and sometimes i get real tired of them. My life is just all about them. and im soo tired of that. I need others. I need more friends than just them. I need freshmeat.
"We desire things that we cant have" Well if i was to step out- if i was ever that brave, i could have what i wanted. Hang out w/ more ppl rather than being always with the same 3 ppl.
"We want to keep what we like and can't have" I DO want to keep all my friends. but i guess i also want to keep more friends.
"Not wanting something that we have and we dislike that thing." I dont want to hang out w/ the same 3 all the time anymore. It's tiring. But i dont dislike them. I love them. But if im never away from them, i'll never be able to truly love them
For each of those 3 quotes, there's my weakness. That's why im suffering. That's why everyone suffers. And its just so hard to overcome these.
Labels: reflection