Monday, December 6, 2010
5:29 PM
Memories (cont.)
Mr.Mascara memories (part 2): After that i thought things were finally settling down. and it did, until one day....i walked into chinese class and RN came rushing up at me telling me that mr.mascara liked me. it was the friday b4 halloween. i was so happy that i couldnt concentrate in class. i didnt quite believed it but i fully trust RN. at lunch KK came up 2 me and said that same thing, after lunch i saw mr.mascara walking around the 7th grade lockers, it was like he was stalking me. I couldn't concentrate for the rest of the periods and wen i got home i sent a messaged to him. THAT was the wrong thing to do. if i didnt send that message, would things b different now? in that messaged we argued again. and the next day (sat.) at night, i cried. i cried so hard. it was the first time i've cried for a guy i love. the tears represented how much i loved him, how much i care about him. my frds cheered me up a bit over internet. after that argument, things slowed down. and that's basically it, i guess...i sitll like him now, but i've learned to contorl myself, i've learned to slowy let it go...day...by...day. i'll prob get over him after 2nd quarter, when i won't have a single class w/ him. if that doesnt happen, i no i'll for sure get over him by the start of school next year. he'll be in high school, and i'll b an 8th grader. life will continue, and someday i will look back and remember this, remember everything.
There's so much more memories than these 3 ppl. There are memories when i just moved here from Taiwan, when i went to Eastage Elem. in 1st grade, or that time when i got cancer, or when i began middle school. Every year is a memory, every day is a memory, every hour is a memory, every minute is a memory, every second is a memory. Memories are there for you to remember, they are there to teach you a lesson, they are there to remind you of who u are and wt u got through.
Remember them forever.