Saturday, March 5, 2016
12:45 AM
我們之間的距離好像一點點靠近
It's 12am now but I really need to post so I won't forget these memories later on in life.
It's been a pretty eventful week..or maybe 2 weeks, i don't remember when it started, because fun stuff always fly by.
Anyways, I'm having a lot of fun in my 第四節課. I'm surprised myself by how much I interact with my table group. In other's eyes, this may not be a big deal. But to me, it is. Because well one, it takes me a long time to get familiar with someone...And here I am, in a table group with no one I know in it. But these people are so friendly and easy-going and easy to interact with. Actually, one of the person wasn't here today, and I realized how much I needed her to ensure a smooth, quality conversation with the rest of the table. It was quieter without her today...
I have been reporting back a lot of details to 2 of my closest friends. I know I have been talking about him A LOTTT lately, and I'm so glad there are people that listen to me..I mean, that's what friends are for right? TO LISTEN TO YOU TALK AND PROVIDE FEEDBACK.
Anyways, a lot has happened this past 2ish(?) weeks and ofc, I aint gonna list out stuff here. There is just too many. But because I've been telling 1 of my friend online, I will go back to our FB chat and compile a document (for myself only) late on when I am less busy.
The thing I wanted to comment on is my feelings though. This week especially, I've been thinking about him ALOT. Too much, I'll admit. Especially these last few days..I seem to constantly think about him..our interactions and such. It makes me feel so
幸福 that our table is comfortable enough to like tease each other, compliment, laugh, etc...
I have not felt so happy in this kind of way for so long.
The kind of
innocent happiness when a person is constantly in your mind.
This is def gonna be one of the memories I'll remember when I look back on high school.
I don't expect anything to happen with him.
It's not possible, and I shouldn't waste time on things that I have no chance on. However, I will not stop loving all our interactions and I will not stop trying to get closer to him.
On the other hand, I really need to work on my ultimate, final plan that's happening in June..Oh gosh..it's gonna come so soon...Please....Please...Please..
Another thing,
UW gonna mail their decisions soon..Like around 3/15 - 3/30. I'm more anxious about USC and UM. Nevertheless, there's always that doubt about UW too...
Let's see..
BC winter quarter ending soon. I can't wait. Too much work in Lit. Too much reading and too many discussions (online responses). Working on the 2nd and final essay now, which is due Monday. I'm only on the 2nd paragraph. Oh gosh..
Cisco is also another thing on the agenda. 3rd quarter finals coming up soon...I can't...not prepared at all...
I just hope the rest of senior year will go smoothly, both academically and socially, oh and of course, healthily. Good night. Now...allow my brain to overflow with thoughts about him again...
[65th day of 2015: 6.6/10]
Labels: reflection, school